I often times imagine, as I
kiss him, what it would feel like,
to be pressing my lips tightly
against yours.

When I lay down at night
and close my eyes, I picture you,
laying next to me, and what your,
warm embrace might feel like.

I dream often about you,
sometimes we are in love,
other times I see you with her,
and I wake up heartbroken.

But then I realize, I am the
real heart-breaker here, and maybe,
it is just all exciting and new, and that is why,
it feels so good to feel this way.

I could hear the music in the silence
the sweetest melody repeating over and over again
everything felt so close yet so afar
my thoughts were consuming me
my body was filled with numbness
my vision was hazed and my ears were buzzing
but i could still hear this melody
it was hunting my dreams
and i could still feel your lips touch my skin
i could still smell the intoxicating scent of our bliss
and i could still hear you whispering sweet dreams
with music i can still feel