I don't think full thoughts anymore
More like random words or useless fragments.
I don't think I can tolerate anymore small talks or deep statements.
I don't believe your shallow mind or your profound engagement.
I don't believe in anyone
I thought if I ever felt this low I would just drop dead and die.
But the thing about life is that it keeps going it doesn't care how you survive
And the thing about me right now is I don't know how to survive , let alone learn to live my life.
And the thing is I'm young, and to many I'm considered to have a good life.
To those who do drop dead and die . Maybe if you had my life you would have lived it better or maybe you would have felt the same way I feel.
I am blessed its real.
But I can't I can't I can't shake off this heavy feeling
And I do I do I do have my reasons
And you might not see them but if you had my life you would believe them.