Far physically
Near spiritually
Even if I'm not there
Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Listen to the rivers
Of blood
You will find me
Inside of you
Melted
Mixed with it
Flowing
So you can stay alive

Im running out of ways to say "I love you." I guess "Forever." will do.

Every sip I take
Every bad choice I make
Nothing makes me forget
That every single time
..
I break

Writing my soul out
Writing my tears out
Writing my thoughts out
Writing my emotions out

It won’t go out

I want my heart out
My pain out
It all to stop  
To be numb

But I can’t so I lie in bed
Unsleeping
Unmoving except to write it out

I write my soul out
I write my tears out...
And so it begins