I wish I wished I had it in me
To just hurt you how you hurt me

we might still be ignoring each other,
(is that what we call this silence?)
by the time it comes around.
i might still love you
and you might still not know,
but despite this heartbreak
and shaky hands of mine,
i will still wish you happy birthday.

i told you not to make promises you can't keep
yet you still swore to me
you were in this for the forever.
you promised me you wouldn't leave,
and then you left.
should i even be surprised?
they've always left.
-a.c.b

The more it hurts
The more I smile
because the smile has the power
To make it useless.

I’m sure it would be hard to love someone like me when you couldn’t even love yourself long enough before you gave up