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  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
did you eat today
sure I did, I ate plenty
of lonely with a side
of regret and a
sprinkling of pure
sadness and for
dinner I ate my
tears and I watched
my blood eat me
alive and suddenly
I wasn't so hungry
anymore..
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
Most days I find it hard to look in the mirror.
At times,
I convince myself that nobody would miss me.
If I were gone,
My scars tell stories that I wish I could keep,
To myself.
I cry for no reason.
And have trouble figuring out the way I'm
Suppose to function,
When my mind is such a scary place..




*But I got out of bed this morning,
          That's a start...
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I am insecure*                                                        ­I am lonely
                                             I am bitter
         I am angry
                                                          ­             I am hurt
                              I am overwhelmed
                                                    ­                                    I am depressed
I am out of control
                                               I am lost            I am suicidal
                                                       ­                         

             I am anxious             I am a cutter           I am ignored
I am fat              I am vindictive                  I am mentally ill
                 I am scarred                 I am in pain               I am an addict
      I am nothing       *I am ugly
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I thought you loved me,
I thought wrong,
I thought you cared,
I thought wrong,
I thought I could trust,
I thought wrong,
I thought we were forever,
I thought wrong,
I thought I'd never be okay again,
I thought wrong,
I thought I couldn't make it out of the pain,
I thought wrong..
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
Someone once
asked what her
being triggered
was like, she closed
her eyes and thought
of planes crashing and
car accidents but instead said
the beach
falling asleep under direct sun
only to wind up drowning
when you open your eyes, gargling
salt water where once had
been air, forgetting how
to swim, knowing you could die
right there
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
This morning,
She broke in my arms,
To know she has depression like me,
I'm sorry my dear,
That I have failed you along with the rest,
But I love you and we will get through this together doll,
I was held back too,
And you wont be hated,
It happens,
I love you..
And we can fight through the hell together,
I will always hold you like I did this morning,
When we cry together..
  Apr 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
Once there was a broken girl,
That fell for a sweet girl,
And she became her sun, her light, her everything,
And the flower on earth,
She loved her more then every grain of sand,
Her favorite books,
Lazy Sundays,
Baggy sweaters,
And even more then all the scars on her body,
But nothing last forever,
And she left her,
Like everyone else,
The girl then learned,
You must love yourself first,
Because your happiness,
Can not rely on other people,
Because as quickly as they come,
They go don't let them fool you,
There once was a broken girl,
That fell for a sweet girl,
And she took he sun, her light, her everything..
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