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133 · Jan 2019
he loves me not
the black rose Jan 2019
all of your words,
so sweet.
you are my weakness.
your soothing voice
quiets my soul,
leaving me speechless.
you have the power to destroy me
at your will.
ill give it all to have you here and now
until.
id give so much for just one moment,
to feel your embrace.
one minute with you,
alone,
alive,
so warm in your space.
he loves me.
-
you possess so much control
over my emotions,
there is no way that i can let you hold this power.
i am so trusting.
at the moment,
what will you do if i offend?
discard my feelings,
my emotions?
or claim it all to be pretend?
                    
              he loves me not.
he loves me. he loves me not.
133 · Mar 2019
paid.
the black rose Mar 2019
while you claim power,
sit on thrones;
i exalt the lowly ones.
no one man better than the next,
each one deserves acclaimed respect.
your horse high like your heels,
you say money is your power.
i come through and devour your opinions,
they dont matter.
a dollar holds no weight in the higher space.
in the sunken place everything praises ego.
you lack necessities now you are seeking hero.
in need of rescue,
let your money protect you.
25.3.19
132 · Feb 2019
blckhrts unite.
the black rose Feb 2019
we are the lovers that loved just a bit too hard,
hearts barely pieced together with the most unreliable adhesive.
at any moment your heart can give in & die out
yet still you wander into the depths of the unknown.
you still explore & you still give your hearts away,
your will to love is such a beautiful thing.
sneakpeek into the #blackheartseries; follow me on Instagram @lashwrites.
132 · Jan 2021
superhero saviour
the black rose Jan 2021
credit is due,
years go by
& through the grace of whatever god takes credit
for my levels of super intelligence,
imagination takes me far to distant worlds.
-
charge your chakras & your crystals by the light,
feed your shadows in the darkness of the neigh
drawing near to your sun sign.
& sunshine will forever bring you purity.
-
how long is forever?
what tools do you measure?
what jewels do you treasure
in your chest?
near your heart source,
atleast try to keep your heart pure,
atleast the reward is much greater than the process.
-
lets try to measure progress by visual appearance,
find yourself in midst of forest,
seeking clarity & clearance
or your presence
or your pretence becomes you.
-
or your visuals become you
like your tongue is heavy & hold weight,
like whatever you say must pass through
pop filters,
& your sway is a simple dance to your own beat.
-
what level of comprehension?
how might you even see from the outside looking in?
remember,
judgement falls back onto the same soil.
132 · Jul 2020
the realm of magickal ones
the black rose Jul 2020
when vision forms genuine,
pointed fingers become magick wands.
knots within backs
& stiff joints show up to be new levels that advise you
to stretch out to new growth.
-
trap music became sacred space.
like sounds of potential world endings,
like thunderstorms speak in ancient language,
how far have we strayed?
how much farther might we go?
-
in this age,
platforms with distraction as incentive
aid in focus & ascension,
how is that for a plot twist?
the tables turned;
now the mesh at the neck of the sun one
is melting just like ice in frozen habitat.
-
as we evolve in specie,
the dark is rising.
journal n' **** series - journal entry 5
132 · Jul 2020
beginning without end
the black rose Jul 2020
in my defense,
im rugged-hard,
flavorless,
my counting scars lasts light years
& my fears are made up like words are.
-
my reality is reflected by the state of my mind,
in this space within time,
im shifting worlds & paradigms because its the life i choose.
we all get choices;
to be free or not to be.
we all get choices;
to hear voices that live within the head-space
that guide you to a place of no ending.
132 · Dec 2018
change
the black rose Dec 2018
it’s sad,
the things you’ve been through.
it’s sad,
it be the ones
who
claim they
love you.
but
don’t let it change you.
i’ve seen what all that pain do.
-
8:49
130 · May 2020
prime commanders
the black rose May 2020
i’m bored now with commanders that force...
to command is like to force,
to demand is to endorse activation & alignment
by whatever your intention must be.
-
so your intention must be what you will to see,
being,
displayed before all seeing eye.
-
i’m surrounded by commanders of flame...
commanders beyond games
upon chess boards.
pure input,
raw export of what no longer serve we.
-
fall as waste or
stand in grace,
if you are worthy.
130 · Jun 2019
journal entry #4
the black rose Jun 2019
he said nothing lasts forever so let's not get our hopes up,
i say anything is possible
or maybe
close enough.
we may not exist in the physical,
able to physically touch
and with visual.
but we can still surf the cosmos,
meet me on a frequency.
speak to me.
down until the death,
no theory poses threat.
we can live forever if we want to,
we can love forever if you want to.
130 · Feb 2019
you’re it.
the black rose Feb 2019
not psychic but i predict your selfish movements.
the way you fumble in & out with ill intent.
you must be bored with them.
you know? the ones that bring comfort
that only ever last a moment.
then the coldness, it catches up.
like a game of tag...
you’re it!
129 · Jun 2020
the wait
the black rose Jun 2020
days go by fast,
nights never last.
lonely comes,
lonely goes.
we think we know
but no one knows.
we get caught up in the spur of moments,
we know the only thing we have is a moment.
-
no future promised,
lets be honest,
lets appreciate whats here.
before we lose it all,
lets make the most of what we share.
lets love and care.
so reckless,
and without resisting
in honor of a love within our very existing.
-
less thought,
whats meant to be seen will show.
less worry,
when you see it you'll know.
lets grow,
lets go beyond the point of modern day love.
lets lose ourselves,
a great escape beyond the modern day, love.
-
cliff dive,
head first from the highest of heights.
create the highest of highs.
amongst the heavenly skies that cheer us on.
129 · Feb 2019
try me
the black rose Feb 2019
the sound of my existence
holds more weight than the sound of words spoken by the bitter & the cynical.
my calming effects
prove themselves to be more insidious
than you could ever imagine being...
127 · Dec 2018
the vow
the black rose Dec 2018
love me loud like lion’s roar
or love me none.
treat me proud,  
like i am but the only one.
make it known that i am yours,
down in a love,
down on all fours.
or down on two,
or bended knee.
a life with me,
extendedly.
forever
you & i
will be,
eternally.
127 · May 2018
Untitled
the black rose May 2018
you don't get to decide if i live or die.
not really living anyway, just tryna survive.
i do not understand.
i do not comprehend,
tell me the difference between without & within.

killed off the truth, power hungry fools.
******' up the youth with destructive tools.
mother nature, you must hate her.
running out of time, meet your maker.

low frequencies, high radiations.
altered truth, complete defamation.
too controlling, control yourself.
too focused on controlling wealth.
abject in health.

i say restart the world, give us a chance.
to make things better, to understand.
127 · Feb 2019
desolate’
the black rose Feb 2019
& in the same breath you saved me & destroyed me..
127 · Feb 2018
reelDistance.
the black rose Feb 2018
this is not a love poem.. this is a trust poem! or maybe it's a lust poem.
a free-falling, free from failing, question if you must poem.

i feel everything so deeply, starting to feel like you complete me.
i know it's real because you teach me..without teaching me..
you taught me how to love myself. how to trust myself!
you made me feel like i was someone else & somewhere in the spur of my growth i realized i needed you most!
& in teaching me.. me.
you introduced me to you.
the idea of you seemed so perfect.
it was worth it but how can we make this work if
..we're this far..
but 'this far' feels so close, and the fact that being this far i still cherish you most.
& the distance doesn't disturb the connection.. the perfection that is your reflection is a reflection of how other men should be!
& when we reflect we'll see that this is the way it was meant to be!
               i want to be all you dream & be there with you as you chase your dreams.
i want to be there when you wake up, still there when you fall asleep ..
when you fall off i won't fall back always know that you can call on me!
  
& i wonder about your lips .. do they feel as good as the words they say?
& are you as warm as you feel from this far away..
    it's special how we connect, its a challenge
    it's reeling but it's a balance .. you keep me balanced.
                  *D.E.B
2.14.18
126 · Jun 2020
holdings
the black rose Jun 2020
i'm done holding in
& holding onto lines
so thin that they break just by my stare alone...
& ive been told,
my eyes were cold
but are they deadly?
& ive been told to fix my tone of voice,
though my tone of choice is mute.
how hard can it be to speak truth while staying silent?
while in a crowd of violent sounds
on 3D grounds
where they make crowns of thorns
for those whom come to warn of mass destruction.
i'm letting go of "things"
& maybe, i’m adjusting?
126 · Jun 2018
luv
the black rose Jun 2018
luv
the sorrows of the world are heavy.
we are burdened by so much that its scary.
                                
all we need is love,
love is all we need.
if we all believe in love,
love will make us believe.
the black rose Jul 2020
sometimes tears are hard to find like clean air & clean water was,
before earth restored itself to golden age.
-
when rage & aggression falls as peers whom pressure you to use sacred energy as moonshine to heal self-inflicted wounds.
-
"be gentle with them for they are you."
125 · Aug 2019
journal entry #33
the black rose Aug 2019
be patient
-
maybe you've never had to wait for anything.
maybe you've never had anything worth waiting for.
why do i title my poems journal entry? because they are small pieces\insight that stem from my actual journal entry. you're welcome.
125 · Jul 2019
a vibe: updated.
the black rose Jul 2019
i got favor,
im the favorite.
innocent
yet dangerous.
observing,
im adjusting.
are you worthy?
are you trusting?
would you dare to understand?
am i god?
from rib of man?
am i scarce
upon the land?
124 · Jun 2020
sacral energy freak
the black rose Jun 2020
you know,
its in my nature to indulge within my sacral.
-
i can make energy exchange creative enough to bring new life,
i can even switch it up,
channel the 'best night of your life’.
-
through just one mood,
or flow of thought,
i possess within my source
abilities to have you rise
or have you fall,
to have you bowing at my feet at just one call.
-
but instead of f-cking with your head
or putting you to bed,
i use this energy as leverage.
keep a build up
& a back-up.
while you seek ‘*******’ bout the money,
the feminine just got her stack up,
its a come-up,
one you feel deep in your core though.
don’t knock at doors
if you’re not ready to explore though.
124 · Mar 2019
light body
the black rose Mar 2019
even in the darkest times,
i shine bright like sun rays.
always fighting with the shadows
whem im stuck in my ways.
i am genetically equipped with mystic tools of love and light.
its in my blood,
my dna consists of everything thats light.
light being,
light body.
one spirit,
one mind.
one soul
so divine and so near to sublime.
changing the course,
ill change the rate of the world.
even if that means carrying weight of the worlds.
i am chosen,
with faith now restored.
seeking a truth,
now beyond the explored.
light body.
the black rose Mar 2020
this space is large,
vast,
expansive...
dont give up just yet.
123 · Sep 2019
journal entry #35
the black rose Sep 2019
this physical life re-created by men
of deception,
fueling false perceptions
and misconceptions
isn't everything..
isnt anything...
123 · May 2019
commitment
the black rose May 2019
im yours if you let me.
let me wild out,
respect me.
never turn down,
neglect me.
-
let me be myself,
show me off to all your friends.
tell them that you've entered new dimensions,
& new realms.
you've uncovered truths that you never believed in,
looking with the eyes
that say all looks arent decieving.
you're commited to decieving.
123 · Jul 2019
journal entry #18
the black rose Jul 2019
drafting poems,
storing data.
now im alpha
i was beta.
-
now im meta,
im better.
im great.
so wavy,
im vibin',
clean slate.
-
bored...
123 · Mar 2019
feels
the black rose Mar 2019
do you ever have days where your head is deep in the clouds and you never want to come down?
or weeks where your bed is the only place you see yourself being for the rest of your life?
it’s like your soul is tired & you’ve slept 1,000 hours but you still never want to wake & your dreams are the only place you seem to come alive.
the days are short and the nights go on for days.
122 · Feb 2020
its a man's world...
the black rose Feb 2020
perhaps you're right;
it is a man's world...
for if it still belonged to the nature of the "woman"
it would still exist
in perfect balance & harmony.
-
im not saying that men have potentially f-cked everything up,
im just saying...
isnt this world
a man's world?
122 · Jun 2020
in the middle
the black rose Jun 2020
"come meet me in the middle of insanity
where the freaks come out at night to play in vanity.
they stay awhile
then turn up missing,
who's to blame?
the one that’s open
or the one playing the games…"
-
ill meet you in the middle
bring you clarity & peace,
bring you light years
of life energy
& show you how the freaks
come not at night
but they stay clear out of sight…
-
122 · Sep 2018
planet heart.
the black rose Sep 2018
i am from earth.
the planet with heart,
that fell out of touch with love
& is falling apart.
work in progress...
122 · Aug 2019
wrds
the black rose Aug 2019
it’s hard to make things make sense
and i try not to vent
when i see pens and papers;
my friends,
my saviors.
-
i see nothing else,
i see only what’s sense-less
and
i saw nothing since this
journey to nowhere began.
this race that im running has ran
out of time and energy.
no pride so
no enemy,
no threat to my entity...
-
what exists isn’t critical.
one may seem too
individual.
when i look up at my visual
i see hope
and i see stars.
i see broken,
i see scars.
-
may your heart heal,
may you act as you feel
while being genuine
what’s real
will reveal.
122 · Dec 2018
Deja-vu
the black rose Dec 2018
i’ve seen you here
sometime before.
ive felt you here,
but im not sure.
are you a dream?
non-lucid thought?
prophetic screening,
un-clever truth.
familiar feelings,
deja-vu.
122 · Apr 2021
words i would say
the black rose Apr 2021
this world is bland;
taste-less,
color-less,
odor-less.
i thought i might use you to fill a void.
-
i lost my home then found you,
seeking home too.
i thought id join you on your quest to save tomorrow.
-
i learned your ears were tone deaf
when you couldn't hear me sing.
i knew your eyes were color blind &
you could barely see a thing of who i tried to be for you,
then for myself...
in this world where nothing really matters at all.
120 · Oct 2018
OLLA
the black rose Oct 2018
in a world full of discomfort,
here’s to the only lovers left alive,
we’ve been ducking and dodging
we’ve been running all our lives,
though the atmosphere, unbalanced
we’re both lowly and sublime.
& life is short ... so we’re running out of time.
120 · Apr 2019
the secret.
the black rose Apr 2019
limited knowledge,
primitive logic.
the hidden secret known by the mystics and prophets.
subconsciously conscious,
you are the great creator.
there is no system thats greater.
the living product of your maker.
its a mind thing.
the silver lining lies within the aligning of your design.
your mere awareness is a sign.
see everything revealed in time.
-
120 · Jun 2018
Mr. Distant Lover
the black rose Jun 2018
i wish you were a poem,
one i could write my way out of.
chained up in your words,
how do i break free of your love?
will i ever find myself or will i stay lost in all you've made me.
boy i was heaven in your hell,
i was everything you needed to be.

mr. distant lover, why you stray so far away?
left me here at war with all the things you failed to say.
i don't need your love.
but, my love you needed me;
you needed me to need you,
you needed someone to see the world through.

i'm feeling so alone & i'm wondering what will it take,
for me to feel at home in this space i cant escape.
why am i still lost in all that you have made me?
you turned my heaven into hell.
i'm here with no one to save me.
                             i will get up & i will find my way.
                             down in your love is where i cannot stay.
                            its my time to rise,
                              like the sun that shines my way.
                           down for your love is where i cannot stay.
it is your love that keeps me so far away.
23.6.18
120 · Nov 2018
take this.
the black rose Nov 2018
pick a poison.
drain it slowly,
hope it quenches your thirst.
swallow gently,
read the label.
though, that should have been first.
“how do you feel?
i hope it heals.
i hope it gives you what you need.
no blurry vision,
this is real.
what do you see?
i hope it’s me.
i hope it’s true.
ill always be in touch,
im always here with you.
just keep this bottle by your side.
your world and mine, they will collide.”
❤️✨
119 · Dec 2018
no title
the black rose Dec 2018
the goal is elevation.
consistent dedication
to complete separation
from everything that does not serve the person i am trying to become.
& though my value is downplayed
i know that this physical reality,
this ambiguous identity is not all there is to me.
i dare not subscribe to a world of lies
& desolation
disguised as everything i could ever dream.
i am more than what you see with eyes in collaboration with a mind stuck in a box
surrounded by mediocre thoughts
& needless intentions.
you say i am powerless because i see little value in this material reality
where appearance takes place of character
& the frailty that seeps though designer clothing is most genuine.
119 · May 2021
distance
the black rose May 2021
because dis-service aims to serve no one,
instability is a platform fit for few to browse upon.
& maybe i should cleanse.
deep cleanse.
--
how am i so aware of chaos?
how am i so aware still indulgent in chaos?
why would i create something i will not enjoy.
118 · Apr 2019
last call.
the black rose Apr 2019
the last time we spoke,
our vision blurred as if smoke
came into view.
i know what i spoke was true.
& when i speak,
i speak existence.
you know,
power in words.
i tried to warn you of digression,
but the one thing you heard
was that of little to no value.
i hope you see the value in being honest, no lies
because one day your disguise will reveal who you are.
i saw true colors from far.
-
your words seemed viable,
your presence seemed reliable
but still your heart wasnt pure.
i think ive seen you before.
twice in a vision,
im sure.
revealing all that you were,
your fleeting words were a blur.
and now i know,
whats done in darkness always finds a way to show.
117 · Dec 2018
this guy
the black rose Dec 2018
so
there’s this guy
unlike any other guy.
he’s never hurt
or made me cry,
he’s always nice,
he’s always sweet.
but
we have yet to
meet or greet.
117 · Jun 2020
never-never land
the black rose Jun 2020
in a world where every man stands for himself,
with low level systems
& light spectrum simulations.
i see blood in these red lights;
controlling hearts & minds
then leaving spirit zombie like.
-
its a time-shift.
its about time we come to shift.
new age,
new lay-lines.
new-earth,
new-paradigms.
-
though 10,000 fall at my side,
though ’normalcy’ & re-creation
will not to collide,
though systems try to **** off my vibe.
no death shall ever come near me.
-
we rise in frequency on the way to the higher realm of the crystal rainbow indigo earth.
116 · Jun 2020
higher than hell
the black rose Jun 2020
my trips to high
became too frequent.
im up high,
i’m way too high,
it's like how high can i go?
-
high beyond the space
where i'm racing through time,
chasing after spaces in mind
& drawing lines that lead me back to my roots.
there’s life in darkness
& i stand as living proof.
-
hell,
the realm of mind-control towers &
cryptic messages in music.
the realm where masses are asleep
yet somehow still starting movements;
& mammon keeps account of all the monetary systems
that mold the youth & hide the truth so that they stay in roles of victims.
116 · Sep 2019
5.
the black rose Sep 2019
5.
what will you do without social connections
or material possessions?
without the food source
and food stores that cater to convenience but **** you slowly..
when will you realize your thoughts and habits,
they wreak havoc…
-
systems are falling,
what is strong will survive.
judgement is here and
no one man alive will escape her,
you’re in face of the mother of the nature of the earth.
116 · Aug 2019
scripted.
the black rose Aug 2019
you're too close..
you scare me.
-
please
spare me the 40 second speech,
your kind words
with undertones that speak for me.
they tell the story that i've heard like one too many times.
got one too many lines drawn
keeping out the bad guys,
and the soul ties
and all that tries to save me from myself...
who try to be of help but i cant help it,
im selfish.
im bottled up,
you felt it.
got issues un-dealt with but atleast im genuine...
i made attempts to let you in.
im back.. can you guess for how long?
116 · Nov 2019
you wildin'
the black rose Nov 2019
my juices flow openly,
please never let go of me.
spill yourself and
let your scent linger throughout my depth so that i can find my way back to you.
this energy speaks for itself,
sometimes it takes full control,
full throttle
with cheat codes,
to unlock my beast mode...
i will always find my way back to you.
-
my essence can heal you
just show me the real you.
115 · Nov 2019
sick humor.
the black rose Nov 2019
ive tried to silence the violence by confiding in figures
and shadows that cared only for what made little to no common-sense at all.
ive tried to salvage my balance by breathing in and out,
choosing different routes,
using words of mouth &
switching paces,
running far away from faces that were all too familiar.
my family ties are all deeply rooted in the lies of who i swore to be &
its the sickest of humor how who i swore to be is nowhere close to who i am.
-
115 · Feb 2020
the new world.
the black rose Feb 2020
the school of ancient slave teachings,
disregard the 'negus'.
nothing new has came for ages,
& the land withers beneath us.
-
no leaders,
just teachers following a script,
unfit.
the youth are help-less
& they need us.
-
my 3 year old daughter
said she wants to save the "new-world";
we're all here on a mission
& im lost for words.
114 · Jun 2020
end of cycles
the black rose Jun 2020
why do you always look mad?
like the world let you down
then led you down roads that end dead.
-
your dull expression;
it makes me question what goes on within you,
is it eating you away?
will you go or will you stay?
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