There is such thing as too much reality,
For us to face,
In which Halloweens come and go,
But the horror stays.

I am terrified, all right?
Coul you please be, too, terrified?

I tried my best,
It wasn't enough,
I failed test,
My life is tough.

Absurdity is not real
everything means nothing
and nothing means nothing
nothing nothing nothing
…… hah it aint no thing

i used hate the way i would be awake at four in the morning.
i remember the way everything used to feel so haunting and scary.
there were no words to describe how deep inside my mind i would sink into,
scared and afraid of no return.

but now,
oh now,
i love it.
i fell in love with the quiet.
there was no more worry or fear.