In the false spring, there was light
Epiphany
Eureka in technicolor
But blinders above centrifugal spokes
scattered through prisms
a deflection of armor
And
The rain came.
Light remained.
But what previously perceived
as vibrancy
was shattered in repeat streams
of disbelief
over every evil stitch seamed
in the fabric of my clothes
And Rose-
Colored glasses gave way
without rest
external tempest
with self-inflicted misery
I could not leave.
And now I see
that the foyer of this love
was not chromatic
was not prismatic
though gaudy, flashy this all-encompassing
Prison of color
was nothing but
mediated, alternating, monopolizing
preoccupying
Shades of Blue.
And then there was you.
The false spring melted down
to fragments in cracked glass
Wiped my blood from broken mirrors
no longer asinine and crass
Still mentally impounded
in emblems au courrant
Took a sip from poisoned drips
just one more scar to flaunt
But every day in smaller strides
the forage cleared and scorched
The winter came with sleet and
Rain
another touch to tortured
And as the ice begins to melt
and false spring lays to rest
With you there are no problems except
where to be happiest
And when the spring came, even the false spring