I hate
When you skip across my mind
I seriously hate
 Wanting to talk to you, feeling like I can't
What burns me alive
 Is knowing I want you to want me
More than just yours
But make it official, give me your left hand
 ring finger
What I know though
In reality, you're no better for me
Than thy for thee
For such wrong souls
It feels so right
Heart flutters, to the idea of never letting go
Unfortunately, those dreams pop
Bubbles burst, seams busted
Filled with too much *******
Spewed all over my thoughts
Fighting this constant battle between loving or leaving
Limbo, limbo, limbo
Just give something I've never had
We'll think about it later.

Let me set you down
Show why you why I've been a bad girl now.
Hormones chemically imbalanced
But extremely high in one area
I need some focus
Some concentration set on me
I'mma be all the way selfish
I just want you
To physically feel your
Hands, glide smoothly down my sides
Push open my thighs
Make my throbs cry.
Eyes, glued to pink flesh
Let me feed you, give you this plate
Smoother your mouth into it
Remind you how it tastes.
Supple *******, ready for your tongue dance
This is all that's in my thoughts.
Linked to every neuron, bring me euphoria.
Engulfed by my walls, every stroke is deeper
I'm your light, you're literally my dark
Kiss me hard and squeeze my ***
Oh God, **** me like I'm your last
Don't put any thinking into it
Just do it.
If you need to act to make it way
I don't care
Becus I'm being selfish anyways

You give me all the unconditional love,
anyone could ever ask for
Typically that's all that's ever asked for
But why do I feel I need more from you
Why do I feel as though we can grow
But how, I'm not sure
I see you potentially staying as is
And most people are static
So I totally get it
You'll say you'll change your whole life
But who's to say that
Time will be of an issue
People are constantly entering and exiting
Life is just that
Although I may not feel as though I'm in love with you
I keep thinking that I can and will
I haven't fully given up
And I'm battling between the two
Give up, keep fighting
But whoever said loving was easy
Lied
It can be difficult
Its 2 totally separate people forming back together
to be one
So **** it
Face your fears
Take it head on and you'll come out strong
Could be days, weeks, months later
But I can assure you
Things will always get better
No matter how down they may see
Because every once and a while
I get quite a bit curious
Wondering if I'm better off to the next
OR maybe I'm better off alone
Allowing whoever and whomever
to keep entering and exiting
I refuse to accept just anything though
Only a half full glass

To the future I don't know
Toast to the stars.
It's written in our destiny
Whether we know it or not
It can be predicted
But there are exploding stars
Making you unprepared for the unexpected
Anything goes, but for you I know it won't
The universe listens and feeds us
What we desire and don't
Your energy fills the galaxy
Therefore it gives back, of course with time
So just give yourself away
Its so much harder to fight than to let go
Slow down and that shove will be a light push
Don't force it, it will happen.

To the past we once knew
Tilt my glass to the homies who ain't make it through
A rose was planted for you
To my surprise it grew.
Underneath all that concrete
Those roots, yeah, they run deep
To the haters who wanted sleep
Shut up, I don't want to hear ish, not a peep
This is my time, and all of it I intend to keep
My energy has traveled the universe
In these red chucks, I mean converse
Just for me to end back with you
Giving myself to you, feeling myself inside you.
No, it wasn't forced
****, I don't even know the source
But now I'm trying to figure out what course
To take
Should I give myself away
Or fight it, like Rocky
No I'm not trying to be cocky
But I know you want me.
When we kiss, starz explode
But my destiny is trying to unfold
Its not my intentions to be a ****
This life is just nothing we can predict
Whatever happens, happens is the verdict!