"Do you need me right now?"
To be honest, I don't even know what needing someone feels like.
But if I did, I think this would be it.

What is are friends?  Friends are people who will listen to your problems.
Friends are people who will stand beside you through thick and thin. Friends are people that you can cry on their shoulder.  Friends are people
to hang out with and have fun with.  Friends are the best things that can happen to you.  Friends are the people that will always be there for you.



    This gos to the ones that has gone on to RIP like my mother-in-law (Bonnie)   WE MISS YOU  WE LOVE YOU

Why do we insist on smiling in all our pictures? We hide our emotions and thoughts behind our baring teeth while our eyes show the truth. We use social media as a virtual scrapbook. All we're doing is lying to our future , reminiscing over forgotten memories and "look how happy I was".  Its okay not to smile.

sheep at night, (1 a.m.)
(but i always thought that sheep were not the best farm animal to represent insomnia.). eventually sheep turns to old memories, choke down like hard candies. hurts to swallow. or maybe that's just the tears.

(2 a.m.)or bottles of beer on a wall, except i'm
numbering the ones on your floor, shattered. drinking never made you better but it never stopped you from opening another. and another.

(3 a.m.) numbers of leaves on clovers. i picked so many and i found one four-leaf one. i lost it and never found another. is it possible to lose luck as it is to gain it? if that's the case, it explains where you went.

i counted. i have.

i count but i've lost track.

I stood around the corner for so long
always a little detached from myself
waiting for the stars to align
and a number of other nonessentials
it took a minor miracle to shift me
to move into forward gear
realise my dreams as I travelled onward
gone around the corner, finally