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120 · Jun 2021
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Rising sun
Shining moon
Glittering stars
I see you
In all....
119 · Jul 2020
Your reactions
I gave you my mind
Left as never mind.
I lived my life for you
Found no value
I took you as my world
Never observed it
I had You  in my dreams
Dismissed as crazy
I mended my ways for you
Discovered unwanted
I tried to read your heart
But then  realized its absence there..
I searched for your heart everywhere
But found it somewhere
With someone else .....
I loved you so much
But you gave me pain that much
Still love you
Bearing all the pain without you ..
For my love is unconditional......
119 · Oct 2020
Ordinary
An ordinary soul
Neither was  nor I'm
With my own  imperfections
Mine alone perfections...
Emotions sometimes freeze me
And at times anger fumes  too
No bodies I love
But the souls in them I  care
Crying and laughing not unknown to me
Though keeping a smile ever seem toughest..
As gentle a mind of flowery petals
Ocassionally becoming a rocky brick...
I'm ...what my mind...is
In  and out  no different...!!
Ordinary....Extra ..... ordinary!!
118 · Oct 2020
faded ...
Through  paths i walked
fragrant flowers of love
That coloured my dreams
Had always surprised me!

But  now i walk
on the lonely way
With dried up leaves
And flowers  of love
Withered.....
bringing in me
The pain deep hiden...
Of memories of past walk !

Colours and Scents of love
And the scenes on my path
Has faded......
Where am I heading to
All alone.....with silence
Alive everywhere!
118 · Mar 2021
Walking
Remembering  those days
Of  easy breezy walks to college
Fitting into different colored dresses
That matched with variety hair styles
But face looking  still the same…..

Walked happily and smiling broadly
At faces grinning as well frowning
Talking boldly to some 
And to few remaining mum

Meeting friends on paths
And passing comments at large
Yet walking happily together
With a song in heart…….

It’ was a lively walk….
And now a nostalgic walk!
117 · Jul 2020
Alive
You
Came
into
My life
and, that's
The reason I am
Today alive !!
117 · Aug 2021
Lush green love
Somewhere...
Among the woods of  lofty thoughts
In the charms of your lush green love
Beats of my heart loses its rhythm
Struggling  hard to find it's path
Of missed beats and lost ways...
In your dreams !!
117 · Jul 2020
Dimple and fall
I fall more often
In the dimples of your smile
Than I have fallen as a child !!
117 · Jul 2020
Absence
An
Absence of
Your presence always
Hurts !!
117 · Jun 2020
Your styled kiss
On my little uncolored lips
I felt a press of your powerful lips
Little did I know it was a kiss
One of your styled romantic kiss….
Until it took away my breath
Drowning me underneath.
116 · Jul 2021
Eyes..
Through her two twinkling eyes
I see tens and thousands of rays
With brightness of  million suns
Reflecting the zillion dreams
Flowering in her lone
broad dazzling mind…
115 · Mar 2024
Rise from ashes
In the sunset of unspoken dreams
Where it’s remains once danced in glitter
Drenched in fire , now seems  resigned,
Lies in ashes of memories, intertwined.
And the flickers that once warmed the soul,
Rests in the unattended corners,
Of the heart, silent and deep.
With hopes for a new beginning
From every finish, like a rise of phoenix
From the unattended corners of heart!!
115 · Jul 2020
I stand there....
I stand there
Where you left me....

Untouched ....
From then...
Till now ...

Spending my days and nights
Dreaming to  merge with you....
Like a river that keeps flowing
To merge with the ocean...
115 · Jul 2020
Beyond words ..
Pain
suffering
Ordeals
undergone
Mentally
When
I miss you
Is beyond words
to express !!

You won't know
Even if I express!!
114 · Jan 2024
Transformation
Mind ignites with hope
Setting it ablaze sans any dope
Body and heart in perfect dance
Syncing with dreams, in a fervent trance..
Running swift towards the goal,
Every inch, in a determined stroll.
Mind observes keen, though not in sight
A sign of change, very much under light
With  transformation whispers in the air,
A total shift, beyond compare.
Change, the inevitable dance,
In every circumstance, a chance.
With every step, like a journey begun,
For the change, the constant, under the sun.
111 · Oct 2020
Blush
Setting sun at west end
Splashed on me the colours
Of orange and red...
Did the sun know
I was blushing  without colours ?
In the thought of my midnight moon!!
With wings spread of their dreams
to Reach their dear ones
And breath the air afresh
of their land of birth
pursue their homely dreams
And enjoy their evenings
With relatives and neighbours
To blast their holidays in style
Of their willingness..
From their land of duty,
To land of their home,
the world they belong to
They boarded the flight...
From Dubai to Kozhikode
Which flew high to touch the sky
Along with the dreams of  happy souls it carried...
Finally..
Pulled  down to realise the dreams..
To touch the land...
But...
Destiny skidded...
Of dreams and the aircraft
Taking life of the pilot and his co....
Letting it go to rescue dependants in the flight...
And many lives lost  life,
The shattered dreams...
The  disfigured aircraft..
Members lost families
Parts lost bodies..
As ramnants of the flight..
Bringing tears of its thought!
The flight from Dubai to kozhikode skided in the run way leading to loss of life...of nearing 20 persons including the pilot and co pilot on 7.8.20
110 · Oct 2024
Breath of Renewal
A break from the daily grind,
Far behind – Leaving all worries
To take the road – even if  a narrow one
Heading  where sky  stretch wide
With nature as the only guide..!!

Feeling the breeze
A very deep breath within
Rejuvenating, mind body and soul
Letting all burdens fall
Moment, Pure and divine
In sync alone with nature’s design…!!

As fresh as dew on petals
A new beginning - like a bloom anew,
Ready, to again grow.
A soul, searching new heights
A steady walk through all wilds
until Withered …. tending to fall!!

And once again…
Yet, another Journey …
A cycle of renewal.
Seeking solace in nature,  
for peace and joy,
To soothe this piece of mind
of mine......!!
110 · Jul 2020
I am ......to you
No one
Some one
Some one special
Preference
Only priority
World
Life
World
Priority
Preference
Someone special
Some one
No one
110 · Aug 2020
Burning ...
Words from my pen
Assays the feelings of my heart...
Yet..
Lies there a heart undiscovered
Filled full with overflowing love
Concealed to your mind, ignorant
Making me burn to incessant fire
Of you...and your thoughts!!
110 · Sep 2020
World of words
I write only on you
For my world of words
Revolves around you..
Creating shades of dark and light
Poems on you!!
109 · Dec 2020
Simple..me !
Burdens I carry
As thoughts , worries
and sadness..
All belong to me, solely
With least desire to share it
With anyone....
either near or dear!!
Lessons they are
That make me realise
Colors true of all
Understand realities
And priorities...
And where I stand
In one's view !!
Hope gives colours
To dreams ...
Yet  often feel broken . .
Though I gather
Myself...
to be me again!!
The simple me!!
108 · Jul 2020
Drifting heart
Is it my heart
Or your heart
That's drifting apart ??
108 · Oct 2020
Life goes on...
Fluttering sound of raindrops
Flickering lamp light at backdrop
Opened the shutters of my mind
To incessant flow of utterly
ambivalent feelings…..

Glittering memories rolling over past
Wilting  happenings of present
And flattering bright hopes of future!!

And at the far end ...
Lies dried up leaves withered down
Greeny grown up leaves on trees drenching in rain
With tiny leaves sprouting out...

Hopefully....life flows on !!
108 · Jul 2020
Vacations of childhood
In a dream home, a palace stood,
Ruled by love and riches, understood.
Children and grandchildren were showered
With lavish blessings, their lives empowered.

The Emperor and his queen, my grandparents dear,
Their presence to me, forever clear.
Childhood vacations, moments of glee,
Clashes and laughter, a family spree.

Lessons of life, from nature and kin,
Each day a new learning, deep within.
Ripened mangoes and crushed tamarind,
Seeking tastes unique, a joy we'd find.

Games played in scorching summer heat,
No care for the sun's relentless beat.
Monsoon rains brought joy untold,
Together we'd dance, drenched and bold.

Steamy tapioca, tea to beat the cold,
Rain watched through windows, stories unfold.
Watery roads, drenched trees in view,
The mesmerizing rain, a picturesque hue.

Years passed, togetherness rare,
Kinsfolk scattered, distant to share.
The Emperor and his queen, now at rest,
The house still stands, memories etched in its chest.
107 · Dec 2024
Krishnaa...
Krishnaa !
You are not just within the heart
but the very pulse of its every beat
Not only for those who gather around you
at Gurupavanpuri, but for those far away—
yet still drawn near to your eternal shrine!!

Young, beautiful, pretty girls
adorned in ethnic vibrant attire
try alluring you, fasting in your name
seeking you as their chosen one
or one like you as their destined better half!!

Eyes filled with hope and prayers on their lips
married women send their whispers
right from their soul to touch yours’
to cradle you as their child
And for a child of their longing!!

And then generations of grandmothers
Weaving your tales of mischief and play
lovingly preserving memories of you,
cherishing all their faith in gratitude
Hoping for peaceful fade!!
Krishnaa....
How do you see them all?
How do you hear them all?
In the ocean of voices calling out to you
Do you even hear my voice?
My whispers, my prayers and my yearnings?
And when will you answer to it? Krishnaa…..!!
107 · Oct 2024
distant smile
Sitting at a distance,
I see a smile
A stranger’s smile
A bit strange too-I understand,
But how to read that smile?
Is it genuine? And
How to read that mind?

What does that mind think?
Behind unheard whispers
Is it mocking?
Or admiring, on impressed
Ever even thinks of me?
May be of someone else
Or something else silently?
Yet, I see the smile at me
Directing a warmth!

Well, why should I worry
On what that mind thinks,
When I have nothing to do
with whatever be the thoughts
Of anyone else,
Notably of a stranger
As
I can only be myself
With no compromise!!
107 · Jan 11
Season reversed
Laziness draped stale days
The sun hesitates to show off
Preferring to stay indoors
Cold waves flag off the day
In the visible darkness
With wind taking over the reign
In the undeniable day light ..
And then, there’s a feel
of reversed season-
The original toppled
Sickness on the alert
With fever, be it viral or dengue
Cough, cold and shiver
claiming their strong hold
on the fittest of the humans, even
Beware, take care, stay safe
And endure the season's test!!
107 · Dec 2020
Just like that...
I tried to read
Lines on me
In the book of your mind..
Turned the pages
Back and forth
Innocently curious
To see it in bold letters..
But alas...
Where are those words on me??
That my eyes searched for..
My mind yearned to read..
And my heart eager to rejoice !!
Am I not in your world?
Or did I miss read you?
Who am I to you?
Just a someone  .. ???
106 · Jun 2020
Master writer's instrument
I'm
Just an
Instrument to write
In the hands of
The master writer to make
You realize what YOU are to
ME  !!
Realize it
And treat me
wise !!
It's what I really feel
104 · Nov 2024
Anxiety
Fear of Tomorrow
A feeling utterly insane— memorize
yesterdays were tomorrows too,  
that crossed on easily
though feared baselessly,
So why cling to this little anxiety?  

Anxiety! Does it suit you,  
like an appealing garment?
or warms you,  
like a mother’s embrace?  
does it bring delight,  
Of relishing a delicious dinner?  

If mind affirms the negative
Then why hold it close
as if woven into your very soul?  
Why not - Release its grip, let it go,  
And embrace a new, easy you
that accepts the unexpected  
And dances joyfully, as if,
the expected just signed in..
And spring has arrived!!
104 · Dec 2020
Stars...
Innumerable wishes
That I threw off my mind
Lay scattered on the sky
Shining and smiling at me
As twinkling stars. .. ..!!
104 · Feb 17
breaking from mould
The roads I tread seem like well-worn track
Of my routine walks on daily pact
Turns each I take are path I know best
Where shadows dance and stories flow!!

In the routes I choose on grounds familiar
lies the comfort and Peace of my walk
yet there’s always a shunning face that stares at me.
A sober gaze reflecting back!!

The fixed routine hears a silent plea
a whispered word to break the Mould
unheard loud, yet I pause and take a breath
And step beyond the endless loop!!

Amid the paths well-known I stand alone
eyeing to find new ways-
that new roads may call
And fresh routes may lead
to plant my step on unknown ground
and let my soul show my path…………!!
104 · Jun 2020
Being human
Just got to get my garden neat
To get rid of unwanted herbs and nest
But as I pulled the plants so small
something stuck my throat and swell...

Is it the cry of the plants ?
Just come out to breath a life
To see the rain and sunshine
And dance to the tiny breeze
Dreaming to rise and raise...

"Pull them off" heard a voice
Mind clouded with various noises
Won't it be a deprival of right to live
So tiny and just born to live..

"Won't it pain them" , if pulled out
Took the leaves and and held it out
Looked and looked till tears filled
"No"....I can't destroy or pull
Any lives that's creation of nature
For in them hold nature's future.....!!

I don't mind my garden being imperfect
Sometimes imperfections add beauty  so perfect !!!
104 · Oct 2020
Missing heart
A part of me is you
Other part again is you
Feel lost myself in you
And
My heart seen missing from me
Seems beating for you !!
103 · Feb 2024
whole 'n' pieces
You see me as a person
A single one,
But within me,  
There are thousand me
One who cries within
And sometimes shedding tears
In the loneliness of own world
And then there's another me
Stamping out melancholies with a smile  
Talking to faces me on the way
Known to me, with bursts of merry
Sometimes cry my eye’s out
Within hands that hold me tight, as own
And sometimes I refrain from dropping tears
As not to drench their heart with my tears
And pan out to  opt a happy face..
Not letting anyone know
What's within me …
Again, The world sees me as a whole..
While I'm whole in pieces .!!
#pieces #loneliness
103 · Oct 2020
twinkle
Twinkling stars winked at me
Making me blink in surprise
Of the meaning conveyed…
Shouldn’t I be shining like stars
In the world I live ?!
But  
Where am I? Why am I?
Still reeling  behind the clouds !!

Realizations, though realized late
With belief, Time again not gone
I’m on the move…
To make it happen…
And  twinkle like a star
On The Earth!!
103 · Aug 2020
Hopelessly hoping for peace
Withered hopes and dried up ambitions
Of tired soul so yearning for peace
Walk destined to six yards  unknown land piece
For eternal rest in peace ...
With prayers not to see...
Anyone anymore...
Not to hear any repents
For the inflicted hurts
And never to receive the love
Denied when sought...
Just to rest .....
With no hopes and no expectations  .. .
And nothing more beyond
than never ever felt peace !!
103 · Jul 2020
Fearing Corona raid
Only Asset
Charming smile
Value undisclosed
Shielded under N-95
Fearing raid of Covid-19
102 · Apr 10
doubled pain
No one knows your pain.
No one truly understands
What you go through!
Some claim to know your heart
But no, they never do!
They don’t even know how it beats
How it breaks
How it simply exists!!

They say they’re there-
Always and forever!
To calm your mind
To ease your thoughts!!
But they are the ones
Who bring in more pain
Than you ever had.
You’re left to carry it alone
While they turn away !!

And in the end, it is only you
Left behind…With your sorrows
And with your pain
Just doubled!!!
102 · Jul 2020
Wishes to a friend
Seen always with pleasant smile,
Inspires others too to smile…
Strictly follows school motto
Heads anything good “Suo moto”

Love and peace loving person
In every season for every reason
Will make it to his mission
To become a politician
And we wait to present our petition
For problem solution

Simplicity and affability is you trade mark
Backing you in your pragmatic embarks
Wishing you best to reach your goals
Outstandingly in chief minister's role
Running the race slowly
Yet winning the race steadily...
101 · Mar 8
wings broken
I was a child, a tiny bird
Grooming fragile wings and dreams
Hoping to live and to soar
To feel the warmth of everything good
And you... none knew, yet you did !!

But in my imperfections
Your pride saw me unmatched for you
With swords of words, you slashed my wings
Cut my heart, left me wounded
A spectacle for others to scorn
Head bowed, flight stolen, forever !!

No tears then—only pain
Lingering, pulsing through every breath
No fault of mine, no harm done
Yet I bore the weight of your fire
A silent ember you never noticed !!

Esteem, confidence, joy—all forgotten,
Now just words, echoes of who I was
My heart still burns, scarred and stained
A shadow of someone I should have been.
What was my crime finding the good in you?

Despite it all, I still see you as good!!
101 · Aug 2020
Your words
My burning heart
In the flames of your words
And acts
Plaints in pain
Loud and visible
As the silence in me you see!!
100 · Sep 2020
tears
Sky sheds its tears
So too my eyes….
Both destined
To fall on the earth !!
98 · Jun 2020
Care
It's not your love and care
But the love with which you care
That makes me do the rare
Which to do ,no one dare.
And excel with fair
A fact  that I swear...
98 · Aug 2020
Conflicts
I had only one mind
That was so timid
With no fear jealous and anger
As of now  there’s  always a hunger
to be with you……
And jealous  on people around you…

My mind has now become two
With a conflict in between them too
Each taking positions left and right
In a struggle to know wrong and right
Each with reasons so valid
And  firm on their views solid…

The war is for you
One mind wants  more of love to you
The other wants to stop loving you
As is too hurt by you ..

Wish both my minds unite together..
To what my heart wants altogether
To love you more than ever..
For I can live without you never

Try a bit to understand me
If no... let me know ...
For
Understanding is the base of love!!
97 · Mar 14
Right?
In a corner of my heart
There occurs a fight
Is it right?
Or should I do it right?
Is it wrong?
And should I refrain from
Being wrong?
Am I being fooled
Or am I fooling myself?
Sometimes it’s a joy
But happiness ends with tears
And I be able to bear
That remains as my fear
Little fights and kidding anger
Makes me a girl, I cherish
But AM I right
Or aM I wrong?
You tell me…
96 · Jul 2020
I'm taking your pain
Come...let me give you a hug
To take your pain as mine
For I can't see you burn in pain...
96 · Aug 2020
Travel
Far away across the seas ...
Oceans and mountains...
Crossing all walls and barriers .
Where the dates dance in bunch
To the tunes of the Arabian breeze
Goes my heart...
To meet the beat of my heart...
And celebrate togetherness !!
95 · Aug 2020
My country..
Independence....
The most emotional word
Bringing memories of martyrs
Bhagath Singh to Mahatma Gandhi...
The struggle for freedom  to breath
The air of  liberated  great Indian soil
From the colonial imperialism...

The wars waged...blood shed
For a free India
Is a gift of the generation old
To the generation next..
To see  the self dependent India...
Ruled boldly but not rudely ....
In the path of democracy....
With prayers, for non demo of craziness any so...

Wish Long live Indian democracy...
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