It's useless
Why keep going
It's a big mess
It's all unfolding

It's useless
I can't do this
Everything's gone to ****
Might as well quit

Thoughts and Feelings
Written by: Jordonni
Written on: April 2, 2014


I get a funny feeling,
That comes from deep down inside,
I get all mad and angry,
Wanting to go and hide.

I tell myself to hang tough,
But all that does is
Make it rough.

My doctor calls it anger,
My relatives says it is too.
But the thoughts and feelings,
No one ever knew.

Some think I am ******,
Others just think I am just weird.
But the thoughts and feelings,
Just weren’t real.

It’s like I’m a completely different person,
And the old me just disappeared.

I get all shaky,
Then get achy,
And wanting to go and hide.
I think about hurting myself
And others,
Then I get a headache
Followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying,
It will some day!

Where did you come from?
Where are you heading?
Moments pass us by,
As our dreams are shedding.

To be or to not,
No idea.
All I can do is wish and hope,
Hoping you are near.

Missing and Forgetting,
Two separate points of view.
All I can do is miss what we had,
Forgetting is not an option, when it comes to you.

So where did you come from?
Would you take me there?
Where are you heading?
This world is big enough to share.