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I want a boyfriend who makes me laugh and smile.
A boyfriend who gives me butterflies.
I want a boyfriend who will hold my hand when we walk places.
A boyfriend who will call me beautiful and kiss me when I least expect it.
I want a boyfriend who shows me that he cares.
A boyfriend who makes me feel important to him.
I want a boyfriend who will stay home with me on a Friday night and watch movies with me.
A boyfriend who will cuddle me and get fat with me.
I want a boyfriend who loves me.
A boyfriend who will stay for a while.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm clingy,
I'm sorry I'm a hassle,
I'm sorry Im needy and difficult,
I sorry I **** everything up,
I'm sorry I'm broken and more ****** up in the head than you will ever know,
I sorry I wasn't what you wanted,
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough.
Her head is a very dark place.
It's crawling with monsters telling her what to do, what to feel.
She tries to fight them off,
But it's no use,
They always seem to win.
So she's stuck.
Stuck faking smiles,
And acting like she's okay.
Stuck hoping for them to give up the way she did.
And she's stuck hurting,
Silently praying for someone to give a ****.
 Nov 2014 Jennifer Staples
Lunar
Funny how people start to care

Only when you're dying or you're dead
Darkness, madness, fiery ligth
in the depths of my eye.
In the dark pits of my mind,
resides one desire I can't satisfy.

At last the storm does start.
No more this fire I can confine,
violently taking over my heart.
I hear one whisper that isn't mine.

Voices that talk from behind,
the silence gets broken.
My unconsccious mind
at last let's the doors open.
The bussier we are
the faster time passes.
Where better than a bar
to fill our glasses?

My eyes meet yours,
between the  masses,
and within the drunk choirs
your smile, my heart crashes.

Got you name, got number,
and from your lips a kiss I borrow.
And then I wonder...
Will you answer the phone tomorrow?
You didn't.
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