It ***** to love someone so much
even after all the pain they've caused
even after the tears you've shed for them countless times before
but to still love them
to still know deep down you'd do anything to have them back
i guess that's how love works
it's twisted ways have me head over heels for that boy
the one who has broken my heart
countless times
but i won't learn

All the memories with him
Still remains fresh in my mind.

Just an unexpected call
Made my life upside down.
It was a sudden ordeal.

When I saw my dad at hospital
I smiled but that smile didn't last longer.
He was covered in white cloth.

I stared at his beautiful face
For the last time in my life
I mumbled inside my heart
That I have always loved him
And  it's gonna be forever.

Hot tears start falling  
Into my cheeks
Before I knew.......

Love you so much DAD.

If this is what you wanted
Then I won’t make it hard
You’re meant to heal my wounds
But if you leave this heart behind
Lost in the woods alone
In the middle of the wild
I might not survive here
Making you the evil
I wouldn’t want you to be

Why is everything complicated?
Let the air pass freely
Into your lungs
Breathe it calmly and relaxed