To whom it may concern, I am writing this to you and I'm praying that your listening
To whom it may concern, I am trying to hear you but it sounds like you're whispering
To whom this may concern, I lost my brother and my best friend
To whom this may concern, I will live with this pain until the end
To whom it may concern, I hold my head up high and walk with plenty of pride
To whom it may concern, even though I look normal, I still can't believe how bad I feel inside
To whom it may concern, I am tired of seeing all of these bad horrible moments that you see on TV
To whom it may concern, when I see the truth and the destruction it has on everyone
To whom it may concern, I have to admit that unfortunately there will be these people with hate and I plan to stand instead of trying to run
    To Whom it May Concern!

I awake each day and start it off with myself saying a prayer,  I go about my day trying to be civil but there's always someone out there trying to get weak people to feel some kind of fear, I can't stand people who think that they have any say into a strangers life, despite what the person has including a wife, I dear you to approach me and try to get me to fear you because I will take you and break you and that's not half of what I am going to do, all of the bullies need to go because you hate yourself that's the fault of your own, I'm tired of hearing that you been through this and you been through that cuz the truth is a matter of fact that you growing up and clowning around and bullying everyone just to put them down, your the one who needs a hug and needs some love but continuing what your doing is going to end up with you all alone crying to yourself cuz nobody cares about you or even calling you on the phone, I hope that one day you will be able to see that if you stop being a bully and thinking about yourself then you can be happy, but if you don't change then don't ever expect that you will be normal because to the world you will always be strange, you live you learn and if you don't then in hell you will burn!

When I awake in the morning to your beautiful face.
I thank God everyday that I have made it to this place.
When I'm with you there's not one thing that I would change.
When I'm not with you I feel like my whole life has been rearranged.
You've broken my heart and that's the worse pain.
I spend my days with the thought of you driving me insane.
I know that nothing and nobody is ever going to be perfect.
But I have to admit that if it came to loving you then I'd be your number one suspect.
I pray for the day that I can hold you again.
And I pray for the day that your once again my best friend.
So until that day I will continue to dream.
That you will be in my arms just like a cone that's filled with ice cream.
Prayers are made and god answers them.
You're my number one prayer since I can remember when.
Please God respond to me and guide me down the path.
And lead me to her so I can put this pain in the past.

You awake in the morning to see their face.
You prepare for the day to end up in that special place.
As you spend some money and make some special plans.
You are praying to yourself that everything does not fall right from your hand.
Nothing is more perfect then starring into the eyes of the one you love.
Nothing is more perfect then saying goodbye with a soft kiss and a beautiful hug.
The moments that catch you up and you hope they last forever.
And you pray that this moment will last no shorter than never.
All you can do is sit and pray.
And hope to god that they'll be yours on that one special day.
So keep high hopes and never let them go.
And the only way that you can lose it is if you let yourself get to low.
So stay positive and keep your hopes high.
So at the end of the day, nobody can say that you didn't really try.
God bless us all and maybe you will see.
That God looks out for us all and that means you and me.

It's the morning of Christmas and I awake to see.
No Christmas tree nor a Christmas present for me.
I sit down and I wonder what happened to Santa Claus.
All I could think was that he must of been stuck at one of the stores.
I made some breakfast and as I sat to ate.
I realized that I am the one that fell and broke my plate.
I'm thinking to myself that this just isn't my day.
No matter what I do there's not one person who cares what I say.
It's time for the family and I hope things get better.
If I didn't know for myself, I'd say that Santa is fatter and a lot more redder.
I can't wait to get home and just forget this whole day.
I guarantee if you were in my shoes that you'd be crying and trying to pray.
So be happy with what and where you are.
Take advantage of the moment and keep it trapped in a jar.
If you let it go then I'll feel bad.
Just knowing that you're on the path of the one that got me mad and sad and I will remember this all after I write it down in my brand new pad.
The one that Santa brought me in his big red sack.
If I seen the big red fat ******* I'd do more than give it back.
I'd tell him to shove it and shove it up his ***.
So good day and Merry Christmas to you all.
Make sure that you stay safe and don't drink and stumble and continue to fall.
** ** ** and a Merry Christmas.
That's not just from me but from all of us.

I sit each day and sometimes I wonder why.
I sit some days and can't help it but think of memories that makes me cry.
Sometimes I walk for miles at a time.
Sometimes I sit and pray that all will always be fine.
Most days I'm alone and all I can do is think.
Those are the days I stare into space for hours without one blink.
We all have our pain but just deal with it differently.
We all have our fears that we wished we'd never have to see.
Thank the Lord for his love for us all.
Otherwise we'd never get up once we fall.
So many words can be said to touch our heart.
One great thing is it's never too late to make a brand new start.
Keep your head up and know that there's always a solution.
That's why once a year God has blessed us with a brand new New Year's resolution.
  Keep hope alive and never give up the fight.
All you need to do is have faith and God promises that everything will always be alright.
Love to all and especially to you.
You are the special one that God has chosen to give that special gift too.
If you have yet to figure out what that may be.
Just take a knee and say a prayer and when you open your eyes it'll be miracle that you'll see.
         God blessed us all nomatter what.
   So remember each day to say thank you and always reach up.
   You can have the world and everything in it.
  Just don't ever give up and always be prepared to win it.