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  Dec 2015 Janoortje
susan
be
i don't like people
questioning me
looking at me
quizzically
trying to figure me out

don't

there's no rhyme
to my reason
no "aha" moments
to be had

for...
there's no book
more open
nothing more readable
than me

so...
if you want to get to know me

just be

eventually
we'll find each other.
  Dec 2015 Janoortje
Thomas Davies
What does it mean?
Those three little dots...

What does it mean?
Cause i use it always and everywhere...

What does it mean?
It explains so much about me...

What does it mean?

Maybe I'm just
Full of thoughts
I can't fathom into stars...
Janoortje Dec 2015
My future has been long decided,
all to do was follow the right way,
and make the right choices,
for every wrong one I had to pay.

My sight had been forced into one direction,
all I could see was yesterday
but one morning I opened my eyes,
and knew, it was time to go away.

The whole world stretched out before me
and living right here, in today
I learnt the meaning of freedom:
I can do whatever I say
Janoortje Dec 2015
And the perfect girl broke down,
the girl who got the highest grades
and always had her work done neat,
she finally shred her tears,
destroyed by society,
asking her things she couldn't do,
she came home after school,
desperate to escape reality,
her father didn't ask about her day,
but told her to help in the house,
and  that was it,
she cried all night.
Janoortje Nov 2015
When reality gets bad,
I like to escape,
I read and write of countries never existed,
about wars in a beautiful landscape.

My mind is thinking only about there,
The responsibilities are never mine,
As I balance between these worlds,
on a very fine line.

Often I have to go back,
To the reality of my life,
Forced by the not-caring people around me,
and I grab my often used knife.

Let me stay there,
when reality gets bad,
There I don't have to deal with myself,
There I don't have to pretend not to be sad,
when reality gets bad.
  Nov 2015 Janoortje
Thomas Hardy
“Ah, are you digging on my grave,
My loved one?—planting rue?”
—”No: yesterday he went to wed
One of the brightest wealth has bred.
‘It cannot hurt her now,’ he said,
‘That I should not be true.’”

“Then who is digging on my grave,
My nearest dearest kin?”
—”Ah, no: they sit and think, ‘What use!
What good will planting flowers produce?
No tendance of her mound can loose
Her spirit from Death’s gin.’”

“But someone digs upon my grave?
My enemy?—prodding sly?”
—”Nay: when she heard you had passed the Gate
That shuts on all flesh soon or late,
She thought you no more worth her hate,
And cares not where you lie.

“Then, who is digging on my grave?
Say—since I have not guessed!”
—”O it is I, my mistress dear,
Your little dog , who still lives near,
And much I hope my movements here
Have not disturbed your rest?”

“Ah yes! You dig upon my grave…
Why flashed it not to me
That one true heart was left behind!
What feeling do we ever find
To equal among human kind
A dog’s fidelity!”

“Mistress, I dug upon your grave
To bury a bone, in case
I should be hungry near this spot
When passing on my daily trot.
I am sorry, but I quite forgot
It was your resting place.”
  Nov 2015 Janoortje
Ellie Wolf
I wish I could break
I wish I could let myself
Fall to pieces
And shatter

But pride
Is a stubborn thing
And it drags me along
Holding the shards together
Convincing each one
That it matters

And that dulling the edges
Against each other
Is worth it
Until I’ve finally become
Numb
To mindless chatter

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*Sometimes I feel like the Mad Hatter.
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