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 Oct 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
I'm.
 Oct 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
I am just fine.
I am a son hiding my depression.
I'm a boy trying to making a good impression.  
I'm a friend acting like I'm fine.
I'm a teenager that's struggling.
I'm the dude sitting next to you.
I'm the one asking you to care.  
I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there.
******* autocorrect
 Oct 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
Failure.
 Oct 2015 Jane
Gun Boy
I am depression.
I am the very thing that destroys lives.
I am the one that breaks friendships apart.
I am the one who's responsible for the scars on your wrist.
I am the one that prevents you from shutting your eyes at night.
I am the one that causes you to lose your appetite.
I am the one that makes you feel alone.
I am the reason you can't think straight.
I am your best friend when you went through a heartbreak.  
I am the gruesome murderer of your motivation.
I am the one that made you lose interest in everything.
I am the one that made you slack behind in school.
I am the reason you never made it to the school team.
I am the reason that you eat alone at lunch.


I am the reason that's you are a failure.
 Oct 2015 Jane
NV
msg delivered
 Oct 2015 Jane
NV
01:52 am
have you ever asked yourself like why you so lonely?*

01:53 am
or empty?

that maybe you give too much of your essence to people and never leave any of you for yourself

01:55 am
i know i do

02:05 am
and like that's maybe why i get so attached to humans

because in them,
i find myself


02:07 am
i need to change, because things shouldn't be this way

02:10 am
but it's hard sometimes you know, when most days you don't leave the house because you feel unworthy of the space you take up

02:16 am
so you'd much rather disintegrate into soil because you've become all too familiar with people stepping over you and admiring the outcome of your beauty but never the roots of your pain

02:19 am
i spend so much effort watering people in order for them to grow and hardly get enough sun shine to feed my own soul

02:25 am*
because i don't know how to do anything else but care for everyone but myself
 Oct 2015 Jane
J
She deserves better
 Oct 2015 Jane
J
The strange and unusual feeling you get,
When you see her, you won't get upset.
She makes your heart jet set,
The smile you would never forget.
The eyes that dazzles like the night sky,
The one that makes you feel shy,
Hoping your conversation goes on all night.
Never ending with a goodbye.
The voice that keeps you sane,
Puts your heart beat on the fast lane,
Ends all the suffering and pain.
The one that makes everyday not so plain.
The one that you'd give the world for,
Just because she's someone you really adore.
Never puts you in a bore,
Helps to ensure happiness in you restores.

However

Even though how much you love that girl,
You'll only be bothersome in her world,
You would only do more harm than good,
Her feelings you would've never understood,
It felt like it was fate,
You met your soulmate.
But she didn't
That was a fact that's imprint.
What's stopping you from all this.
Is how you make her ******.
You know she deserves better,
Someone to make her happier.
You know you can't fulfil that,
You're the reason's she's mad at.
Idkkkkkkkk
I had a dream..
a dream in which the world was still pure,
barely touched..
The only houses were made of wood..
The only sound i could hear was the sound of nature..
The inhabitants i saw,were happy even though they had nothing linked to technology..
They were not wealthy,but surely healthy..
Children were learning to hunt..by their parents themselves...
They had no five star hotels,but they were happy with what they had to eat..
I had a dream,where there was peace among the inhabitants..
They had respect for each other..
There was no difference in their statuses..
and most importantly,no one was poor..

...as i said, it was a dream...
i was awakened by the loud horns of some cars,
it was undoubtedly an accident,
i heard the cries in vain,
the drivers were fighting to prove their innocence,well the ones who were still alive..
I looked through my window,
i was in the 'modern' world again,
buildings everywhere,the atmosphere was heavier than yesterday,lack of trees,people shouting,smoke coming out of factories,polluted rivers,..,and the peace was GONE!
-Sharvish
Its never too late, lets make of this world a better one to live in..
if not for you, lets do it for the future generations
you don't care about them?
You gonna be parents or grand parents one day..
 Oct 2015 Jane
Sumina Thapaliya
You cant save my life
I am drawn
drawn in my own pain

You cant make me happy
I am covered
Covered with my own grief

You cant read me
I am written in the paper
damped by my own tears
 Oct 2015 Jane
Rapunzoll
scarlet
 Oct 2015 Jane
Rapunzoll
she slides her slender
white fingers down the
branches of his spine

her eyes melted like
glaciers and lips as soft
as freshly fallen snow

skin lustful, but heart
unforgiving, exhaling
his every intention

she is autumn in his
palms, her trees bare,
the leaves rust fallen

flashing indifference,
thoughts plucked in
shades of violent rose
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