Wrote for my boyfriend I love to death that is so set on going to the Army. Breaks my heart everyday at the thought that I lose him as soon as he joins.

As read above its about self harm. As two of my close friends/family know I have been though a very rough life. I want to thank one of my Best friends who I am more than glad to call family and my brother, the very special Jordan Mahaffy. I have no clue where I would be without him he has saved me from so many things. I can't even begin to explain what he means to me. He is absolutely amazing  and I can't thank him enough for being there for me. I have no clue what I would do if I ever lost him. And my dear Jordan, you can always bet I will be there for you through any problems or anything you go through.  You are one of the best people to come in to my life, I would not trade a single moment of knowing you for anything. You are my family and always will be. We have had our ups and down but nothing is going to change the bond we have. Like we have said before there is a bond between us that is unbreakable. One of the truest things ever. I would take a bullet for you, you mean  a lot to me. I will do everything I can to make you smile daily, you deserve it for being the amazing person you are.  I love you Jordan and you better read this!

I wrote this about a guy I thought I was close to,  ultimately in the end he walked out of my life, but thanks to the help of a wonderful close friend. They helped me through it, and I could never thank them enough.

I wrote this about a friend who I'm happy having in my life, I was heart broken before from someone I use to know. But then I meet him and I couldn't ask for a better guy.