The poetry isn’t in all these words —
It’s in knowing I survived them.

I never liked Romeo and Juliet
But I’m okay with crashing-
just let me crash and burn in your arms
Let’s try to touch the sun
before we know what’s good for us
Let the wax melt and hold me close
Let the feathers and tears fall  
Because at least we can say-
We flew

~

perfectly lonely
winters night
you on my mind.
forever i’d lay here
with you in my head
cause heaven ain’t
too hard too find.

~

I wonder if they don't see our efforts.
Just because we don't show our tears
Doesn't mean, that we have none

I wonder what they'd think of us, if we stopped lying...
They wouldn't know, that the truth will tear them apart.

I wonder what they'd do, if we stop loving them?
Would they be relieved, or would they cry??

I wonder if they'd cry after seeing our tears.
But you know...

Boys cry too!! We just smile better.

I'm sorry.
That I'm full of ****.
I'm sorry.
That I'm full of disappointments.
I'm sorry.
That i can't do things right.
I'm sorry
For me.
I'm sorry
For even breathing the same air as you
I'm sorry.
That you have to share the same reality
I'm sorry.
I really am
But.
I'm trying
I know I don't do things right
I know i can't live up to expectations
But
I'm trying
Every night i lie in bed
Thinking
Repeating
I should
I must
I'm no wiz
I can't remember things of late
Sometimes it gets scrambled
I have no intention of messing it up
But I'm trying
I really am
Sometimes it haunts me to a point
Where i sometimes guilt myself to ****
Hopefully
Hopefully
In the never ending journey through time
I get to do things right.