there's no such thing as
"the one that got away"
he was gone the whole time,
a ghost floating through
my bedroom walls,
and the passenger's seat
of my beat up little car
there's no such thing as
"skeletons in the closet"
they're always clawing at my feet,
telling their stories through my teeth
there's no time that heals wounds,
ive been waking up in pools of sweat
and the hour glass on my dresser
is sick and tired of doing flips
there's no way around this,
i'm caught in circles
and i'm getting sick
he said
"everything will be okay"
and nothing was
he said
"everything will be okay"
and nothing is
how much can a person
swallow before they drown?
my lungs are swimming
laps around my body,
i swear
i'm coughing up
the sea...
i swear
i'm coughing up
what little is left of me...
and don't tell me
about the light at the end
of the tunnel
and don't tell me
about the rainbow
after the rain
when my thighs are aching
from sprinting in the dark
and i'm cold to my bones
from living soaking wet
i won't do this again tonight
i'll find a home in a stranger's town
i won't do this again tonight
i refuse to stick around