i've been living outside these doors
the pain I couldn't take any more
so if I had to choose
it would be myself

i could never choose anybody else

this pain
i feel it in my heart
i admit just a bit distraught
i'm way to young to be feeling this way

this is my life
this is how i learn to get by
if don't have a chance
than i can't survive

I can't seem to recover
one day to another
I don't want to bother
but if it seems like a cover
I swear it's not...

I've been working my way to the top
the adrenaline rush is the way that I got
all the way here
from Texas to the bel- air

tryna get famous
if there is a way
there's a Willis

okay
you're tryna hit me up
tryna catch your luck
get in, on just a few bucks
oh ****, I can't complain
when you're making it rain
on top of me

little do you know
I'm focused
getting loaded
lowkey a poet
so I've spoken
as much as I'm vocal
told you to see
what's in front of me
a whole life of instability

wo oh-oh-oh

hey ey yeah yeah


he said he would change
I guess he couldn't make
a difference
in this life

if its the end
than it's the beginning of
a different reality

oh, and he swears he's gonna change

this is the end
of eternity
it's been so long
i forgot to breathe

but here i am
whole again

i lick my lips
and remember
who this is
who i want to kiss

it's not you

so if this is the end
goodbye
and farewell
oh, i do wish you well

but this is the end

and this is the beginning

what it takes
to be enough

picking hate or choosing love

bring me out of this dark hole
bring me out of this pain
bring me out of my memories
just do whatever it takes

lately
anxiety and depression just eat me alive
struggling to breathe
while they bury me

and i know you don't notice
not even the slightest thing

and that's okay
it's not your fault
i've been dealt this way

and you could never tell if you look me in the face
and i swear i'm doing
whatever it takes.

I'm sorry
it's just all been too much
I'm tired
of feeling like I'm not enough

I have one foot out the door
I hate asking for more

but I can't continue to live this way
if I do I'll just fade away

the end of me
i don't want to see
i don't want to meet
that side of me
ever.

so i must escape
if i have to i'll run away