its been a long day coming...


ok. that's enough backsplash
for the day
can't believe I've handled that
its been a long, long day
far too much for the price we pay


all along'
but were hooked on drugs
all ****** up
can you believe
what they've done to me
it's so real

the price we pay
until the death
it declares our face
that we hand off to the world
let em' know I'm not your girl
depend on me
for your every need
like in the one who
planted this seed
of disappointment

I can't
take this feeling
no more
it hurts
it hurts
it hurts
so much

imagine there is
pain all of the time
and I choose not to cry
its been a while

dragging and moving on
what's left of me?
I choose to not show
if it's the end
then let me go

just let me go
I'll be on my way

you don't say
anything
just let me be

it'll be okay
I promise
I swear

I've been dreaming
since the day I woke
don't you realize
when love will strike you blind
strike you in the eyes
in the mind

can't go on anymore
staring at my phone
thinking of when you'll call
or show up at the door

indecisive
unreliable
disappointing
just an *******

that's you

i'm so sick of dealing
with my heart hurting
can't get rid of this feeling
of not being enough

untruthful
mistakable

that's you

my life has been ripped to shreds
my heart has been ripped apart
instead of living
I want to be dead

I want to be rid
of all this guilt

you don't understand
how I feel this way
it's comprised
and you're the delay

I've been broken
and beaten
to the core

its been years
since
I kicked you out the door

yet you're still here
haunting me
I can't find a way to breathe
can you believe
all of the damage you've caused me
in this lifetime

must be a record
when I put it together
if it's not me it's her
I've been hurting too long
been put in the wrong
and it's just too much

can't believe you ripped me to shreds
into tiny pieces
I let you lead me on
all along
so my mistake
wouldn't have it any other way
I'm already gone

shreds
ripped into pieces
none of me is decent
that's left

shreds