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I like how the moon
is out in the daytime
and that I can see it
while I drive.

Sometimes I talk to
the moon and ask it
if I’m doing what I’m
being called to do.

The moon never
answers me, but
instead is silent
and doesn’t offer
advice or remark
on what I should
or should not be
doing.

In the silence
of the moon,
I remember
that I have my
own voice, that I
am my own creator,
my own master, my
own, my own.

I do not have to seek
approval from the moon,
from you, from anyone.

We are celestial, the moon
and I.  Made of the same
cosmic chaos and calamity.

The moon and I, for now,
have the same fate, the same
destiny.

We will simply continue
to be.

*

-JBClaywell
©P&ZPublications; 2016
Life is a struggle
a never ending challenge
that demands
constant participation.
Sometimes
I truly want to resign,
but **** it all--
my mother always told me
that if you start something
you have to commit to it
and see it through
til the end.
So I'm in it
for the long haul
I suppose
even through all
the tears
the sorrows
the *** holes
the brick walls
and the broken fences
I cannot mend--
I'll hang tight
with it mom,
and see you when
I reach my
natural end...
Missing my mom so much. She's been gone for 25 years and I miss the sound of her laugh. She always told me to hang tight, to never give up.
at the end of autumn life changed
And i spent the winter hidden,
an apartment In a new city
And threw myself into working
And fighting off the demons in my head
But it wasnt enough

I felt a shaking in my chest
That never completely went away
It rattled my bones and
Tumbled my head

freezing wind brought Spring
And I almost managed to convince myself
I am better
But if im honest
Im worse
Your lips look so sweet... I just want to taste them.
Your skin so soft... I just want to feel it.
Your voice so beautiful... I just want to hear it.

The temptation of it all, the blood rush to my head when I think of you
!

Finally I don't have to wait much longer, cause you are mine.
You will be mine.
Tonight !

As I plunge the dagger into your chest, I forgot I wanted to taste your blood .. Oh the temptation was too much

But I can now taste your lips.
Feel your skin.
Replay the your last words in my head.
But most of all I can have you all to myself ...

Curiosity killed the cat they say, but temptation got you killed.
they say destroy everything you love,
before everything you love destroys you.

so I took that advice and tried to destroy myself,
why?
because when I was younger I got told,
if I didn't love myself no one else would.
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