Every colour turns to grey
Every price he'll have to pay
For every little mistake
He's ever made
And though none could equal
To the pain of his latest
The loss of his love
All down to him
He drove her away
With every mistake
With every late night flit
And his latest one night stand
But it doesn't matter
Because that was a mistake
And it's guaranteed
He'll make another one tomorrow
That may equal to the loss
Of his latest love affair
As he goes back to his wife
Lost in the ineptitude
Of his mistakes
She takes another beating
For his loss.

I am strong.
Eat, sleep and repeat this every morning.
A prescription given to me by the open platform of a screen.
I followed the instructions,
Of the innocence.

I had lived the day that was supposed to be,
Yesterday, today and tomorrow.
Lived, loved and laughed.
But I've been broken one too many times,
I'm still impaled by shots of arrows.

I can't hold myself anymore,
I'm nothing but debris.
I question "who the **** told me to take this prescription?"
Because I'm dying inside,
I'm dying for someone to save me.

I am strong.*
Words that shivers down my spine as I cry to sleep.
A deception of strength I have hammered,
Into my head
And onto my knees.

A life time ago I was sad like now
Because I didn't know you
I want us to be together forever
But I want you to love me too

A year ago we were each others forever
But I wish you were still here
I miss you every single day I live
And I wish we were together, clear?

A month ago you told me you loved me
I did believe you
And now I see you forgetting
Everything we have been through.

A week ago I saw you talk to her
I hated myself so much
And I realized that I am the one
Who has always been your crutch.

A day ago I gave you a hug
And I felt the sparks
I want us to always be here
without any broken marks.

A hour ago you broke me
Telling her about love
She told me what you said to her
Now, Ill see you in above.

A minute ago i realized some things
I want you in my life
But honestly I'm done with you
And I wish I had a knife.