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Nikita Jan 2019
I'm afraid
I ain't strong enough yet
to trust
to love again
its been a struggle
fighting everyone, everything
every memory associated with you
the touch of your skin
the colour of your eye
the warmth of your hug
I'm afraid
but i hope this dosen't last long
hope is a necessity
love is a need
fear is a byproduct of these two
and loss is its result
Nikita Dec 2018
I can never forget us

I knew we weren't forever

but that didn't minimize our love for each other

now that we aren't us anymore

a part of me is lost forevermore



I can never forget us

the pain you inflicted on me

all those joyous moments

that made me smile

now that i think of them

it makes me cry

but now i know that

we were never meant for each other

and you will never be mine anymore



I can never forget us

no matter how hard i try

you and you only have stolen my heart

with that devilish smile of yours

which made me laugh and cry



I can never forget us

the sun rises and sets

but without you

my sun doesn't shine anymore

now that i have lost you forever

you and me can never be us....

anymore....



I can never forget us



like pages are attached to pages

like alphabets together make words

you and you only complete me

without you I am no longer complete

and without love

this world isn't beautiful anymore



I can never forget us













I can never forget us

I knew we weren't forever

but that didn't minimize our love for each other

now that we aren't us anymore

a part of me is lost forevermore



I can never forget us

the pain you inflicted on me

all those joyous moments

that made me smile

now that i think of them

it makes me cry

but now i know that

we were never meant for each other

and you will never be mine anymore



I can never forget us

no matter how hard i try

you and you only have stolen my heart

with that devilish smile of yours

which made me laugh and cry



I can never forget us

the sun rises and sets

but without you

my sun doesn't shine anymore

now that i have lost you forever

you and me can never be us....

anymore....



I can never forget us



like pages are attached to pages

like alphabets together make words

you and you only complete me

without you I am no longer complete

and without love

this world isn't beautiful anymore



I can never forget us
i can never forget you and me
those memories will always be precious to me
even though they may haunt me forever
Nikita Dec 2018
he is deaf

for he couldn't hear her song

he is blind

for he couldn't see her love

he was dumb

for when he realised that he loved her

he couldn't tell her how he felt



now it's too late

she has flown away,

far away to another tree

to sing to and love another
He has her forever
He still dosen't realize her importance
Nikita Dec 2018
she was

the bright morning sky

she was

the sun shining bright

she was

the sky up high

like unfathomable light

she was

like a star

too far away to reach

she was me

and i used to be her
i used to be her
now i want to be her
Nikita Dec 2018
a rebellion is my love for you

forsaken and opposed by many

still somehow i feel its lost

my heart says one thing and my brain another

this constant rebellion may go on forever

and stop mabey never

at the end of the day its for us to decide

whether to give in or to turn out to be a rebel

and fight till the last breath

it may prove destructive for us

but all is fair in love and war

and love has no boundaries

not now not ever

i feel that you are the one for me

it may be opposed by my family

and many more

but my love is mine forever

my breath is the promise

and my soul the witness

it may not be the same for you

yet it is a rebellion

a rebellion against the world

you and me are the rebels

the odd ones out

we can either choose to stick together

or give in and fail....
Nikita Dec 2018
Why
Why do this
Why leave me
When you knew my pain
Why give me false hope
When I was hopeless
Why  give me my smile back
When I was submerged in darkness
If  "all you wanted was,
To break me "
I'm a girl
Not a toy
I'm a being
All I need is love
Laughter, friendship
And you
I have hope
I have a life
Let me live
Alone if necessary
But don't destroy me
break me further
For I am a hurt bird
A lover ,a friend
I am life
Who is caged
Free me oh love
But don't break
me further
All I ask for is mercy
Have mercy ....
he broke me
he moved on
i still can't
Nikita Dec 2018
Tragedy stricken patient is he
My so called lover is he
He lives in fear
Of losing love
A broken hearted person is he

He is as hurt as a soul can be
And yet my comforter is he
He lives everyday in fear
Yet my happiness is he

He is afraid of commitment
He is afraid of life
He fears of what may come
Later in life

He is afraid to lose out again
Yet I'm a patient
And my medicine is he

He is not the one I long for
Yet my support is he
Why all this pain
What is his pain worth

Tell me what this is
Tell me what I should name this relationship

Tell me
Tell me oh destiny
He was my everything
until....
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