Friend dates, winks, iffy texts
No doubt potential is everywhere
But I'm not chasing any of it
My energy is gone, and I've learned
To get over the fact no one will
Pick me up and hold me at this point
And I'm trying to make that okay
Maybe slowly it's starting to work?

You give yourself to someone,
become entwined with their soul,
then have to watch as they slowly melt away,
like a thin layer of snow, in the winter sun,
in desperation we try to grasp the vapor
but it slips through our hands
and drifts to the sky

And throughout this time alone
As I watched Chronicles of Narnia
And blasted the weirdest music
I realized I was just filling in the silence
How much more wonderful
Would it be to have someone else
To fill it in for me?

Try, though I do, I will never be like her

Then I have grown tired
Moved to fast
Could not catch you up
Moved with time

Sometimes too faster
Even faster than the time
Tired to do more
Couldn't Catch you up

Have known the try
Have understood the time
But yet haven't recognized you
Sang your Song
Realized
Got Robots
Even Got nuclear bombs
But couldn't understand you

Already Seek
Invented too many fundamental
Theories
Wondered
Wrote thousands of poems
Philosophies

Even moved through
Space to Space
Restless
Light to Dark
As the Bohemian

Couldn't  touch your heart
Couldn't reach at your home
Even try to move beyond
Still you have remained elusive