I feel humanity
Seeping through your pupils
Filling me with that one
Most craved feeling
The only drug I would
Go to the end of the earth
To inject
The unity of two soles
In the small place of momentary
Intersection
I held you in my thoughts
And now in this singular
Eternity of a minute
I struggle to hold my tears
For there is nothing more important
For my soul than
to hold yours
In this unique moment
That will never repeat again

I knew her in youth's folly;
The fumbling hands,
The tumbling wills,
The limbs entwined kind of peace;
The dinner glances,
The unbridled dances,
Commando skirts,
Deep knee squats,
What one thinks
But will not say.

I've screamed into an empty barrel,
Ran barefoot where I shouldn't,
Slid rusty things under my nails,
Touched my eyes with sharp sticks,
Ground my teeth with electric power,
Scorched my skin beneath the shower,
Turned informer on closest friends;
Drank turpentine and kerosene,
Mercury and gasoline,
Tore my skin, rend my entrails,
And other parts clearly unseen.
Include, if you wish,
An immortal soul.
My spirit, ****** as well.
Call the prayer, sound a bell.
That was heaven,
Now is hell.

the stars were out tonight
Remember the night we stared at them for hours?
finding our own signs, connecting the dots to form hearts that turn into flowers.
Remember the cold stormy nights, we tried to tie the tightest human knot?
nobody would be able to untie it, nobody would tear us apart.
Remember the day we ventured into nowhere but knew that there was no place we'd rather be?
because although we were nowhere, all that mattered was that it was with me.
Remember our talks, the tear-jerking ones looking at my eyes looking into yours?
we'd stare into each others souls, know each other so well but still want to know more.
do you Remember when you gave me your heart and you took mine?
we trusted each other, not only with our hearts, but the deepest darkest depths of our minds.

I don't think you can answer right now, so I'll ask you tonight, when my eyes are closed, my mind drifts into a human knot entangled in your love while I look into your soul.