i knew it was going
too good
for too long
feelings in the green
actually, genuinely
enjoying life? who knew
one trip one wrong step
crumbling into ashes
thinking about that shiny metal once again
****** person
undeserving of respect
your purpose is for others
no rights for you
thoughts that were
always there, waiting for
me, welcoming back
twas a fool to think
i had overcome something
so innate so natural
foreshadowing maybe?
a fresh start thwarted
doomed to return to the same
darkness
didn't take much to kick me down again