What if...
Everyone got along,
Would there be any fight?
Would there be a sudden war?

What if....
Every day is never boring,
Would there be any complaints?
Would there be any agitation?

What if...
The parents and children love each other,
Would there be any abuse?
Would there be any suicides?

Just think,
"What if,"
So many questions,
And yet so many outcomes.

He chooses his victim,
By any tragedy,
No one can see him,
But only his victims.

He loves his job,
Though sometimes he gets bored,
The victims are full of fear,
People  call them crazy from Paranoia.

The Death God doesn't stop,
He will roam around this world,
Choosing who dies,
And how they will die.

Mirror, Mirror
On the Wall
Whose the most Fake
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the wall
Whose the Most Broken
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the Wall
Whose the Saddest
Of them all?

Mirror, Mirror
On the wall
Can you save me
From myself?

Hello? Can you see me?
How are you?
Oh wait...you’re not looking at me.

I’m sitting here,
Watching everything,
Hearing everything.

Everyone isn’t talking to me,
But I try to talk,
Looks like I’m a gust of wind.

Can’t you just talk to me?
Tell me that I’ve been noticed,
Tell me that I’m here.

Looks like my words fall on hollow ears,
Oh well….its fine,
Even though it hurts… I’m use to it.

I'm slowly dying,
I don't want death,
How long do I have left,
Until you arrive?

How long will it last,
Being without you,
Not able to see you,
Not able to hug you.

I'm slipping into comatose,
I may not ever wake up,
I need you beside me,
You make me whole and complete.

Wake me,
Tell me that you're there,
Tell me that you'll never go,
And you'll keep me safe.

“****”
That's just a label for me,
A simple stereotype.

Am I a ****?
No, not really,
German is just in my blood.

You haven’t met me,
You never understood,
So stop calling me that one label.

I’m more than just a label,
I’m a human,
I have a heart.

Just one bite....
And everything is black,
Not knowing what's going on.

Just one bite...
And you're in an abyss,
Full if nothingness,
Forever empty.

Just on bite.....
And you'll never wake up.

Voices surrounds the dark nothingness,
Laughter, cries, screams,
Try to understand them as you may,
You won’t be able to comprehend.

You first see a girl who is curled up in a ball,
Crying, mumbling, calling herself “fat”,
Don’t look for her heart,
Its been left behind with her past lover.

You then see a little girl,
Laughing, giggling, smiling,
Don’t talk to her,
She’ll never speak to strangers.

Next is a girl with a poofy dress,
Happy eyes, goofy smile,
Don’t speak anything sad to her,
She want to keep others happy.

There is an evil female,
Hateful, dark, smiling evilly at you,
Don’t try to even talk to her,
You’ll find yourself in the afterlife.

Finally you see a normal girl,
Smiling, being goofy, being ‘normal’ right?
What if she is wearing a mask,
Hiding the horrors behind the smiling masquerade?

The mask finally wearing away, breaking off,
Showing you the true scars and sorrow hidden,
Showing you how crazy she is,
Showing you who she really is?

I never knew,
That'll be like this,
My dark world,
Has a light.

I thought that you lied,
That you were joking with me,
I didn't believe in you,
But I should have.

I'm so used to liars and cheats,
That I locked my heart,
And I didn't trust another,
But you didn't let go.

You meant what you've said,
You kept me close,
You protected me,
You loved me.

Now my heart is only for you,
You finally won me,
You are my light,
In my world of darkness.

I fear,
For what's to come,
I look around to see if he is there,
But he isn’t there.

I fear,
That one day he will come,
I’m now living in fear,
I can’t find any peace.

I fear,
I’ll never get away,
I’ll never find peace,
I’ll forever live in fear.

I fear,
I’ll lose myself,
He will never leave,
He will forever follow me,

*I fear,
That no one will save me.

Their always there,
Watching me,
Laughing at me.

I feel trapped,
The shadows mock me,
Saying terrifying things.

The light helps a little,
But not when its night,
The moon is the only light,
It scares the shadows away.

One day,
The shadow people will come...
They'll take me away,
They'll take you too,
If you're not careful.

How can I be fine?
When you tore my world apart.
How can I be fine?
When you left for her.

How can I be fine?
When I was foolish enough to believe you?
I will never be fine...
You've took my heart.

And broken it beyond repair.

You dont know,
How much I love you,
That I'll risk my life for you,
Of how much you mean to me.

You don't know,
How much I'm hurting,
Trying hard not to show it,
Keeping it locked away.

Dark as night,
Misunderstood beings,
Most feared creature on the planet,
Shadows.

People hate them,
For their dark features,
People love them,
For their mysteriousness.

I wish people can understand,
That shadows aren't scary,
Their just hard to understand,
Why can't they see what I see?

Around and Around,
A carousel of chaos,
Not stopping,
Not slowing down.

Up and Down,
Like a never ending ride,
I'm tired,
I want off.

Around and Around,
Up and down,
No stopping,
No laughter.

Around and Around,
A nightmarish game,
An never ending ride,
The Carousel of Terror.

In the shadows,
Creatures move,
Visible eyes glow,
Coldness fills the air.

In the shadows,
Voices whispering,
No words understood,
Evil laughter echos the air.

In the shadows,
Someone is lurking,
A presence surrounds you,
You feel invisible hands at your feet.

In the shadows,
You’ll never know what lurks,
You’ll never know if there is a demon,
You’ll never know if the light will ever turn on.

Dear someone,
Can you hear me?
Can you see that I'm here?
Slowly slipping,
Through the darkness.

Dear Someone,
Will you help me,
Will you stay with me?
And never leave me.

Dear someone,
Save me,
Before it's too late,
Before I lose myself,
Before I stay in the darkness.

Dear someone,
Please help me,
Help me through this,
Help me drive my darkness away,
Help me live.

Can't you see,
How much you mean to me,
How I need you with me,
That you're perfect

Can't you see,
That I smile rarely,
That I'm breaking inside,
That you will never care.

Can't you see,
That my heart is shattered,
That I'm slowly dying,
That I'm crying secretly.

Can't you see,
The scars on my arms,
And *a noose around my neck.

I may not be happy as you wanted,
I cant hide the truth
that everyday is a living hell.
My body feels like its weighing my spirit down.
My heart is broken so many times that I dont feel it.
All that I want is for you to except me for who I am.