I can't decide,
Life or Death,
I want to die,
But I can't lose you.

As my life gets harder,
My love for you grows more and more,
I can't stand being away from you,
What should I do?

To die or to live,
I can't decide,
You make me happy,
While my life gives me hell.

I love you,
I hate my life,
I want to stay,
Yet I want to die.

I have to go,
I can't stand much more,
Everyone is sleeping,
This is my chance.

Keys in one hand,
A pipe in the other,
I unlock my cell door,
And bolted to the exit as fast as possible

The guards cant catch up,
I open the door,
At last!
Fresh air!

I secretly celebrated my freedom,
As I ran into the darkness,
Not giving a chance to breathe.

Not looking back,
I'm never going back there,
I'll hide in the shadows,
Celebrating.

Banging doors,
Insane laughter,
Sorrowful cries,
Agonizing screams.

I cant stand this,
I might as well be dead,
My mind is all over the place,
I can't think.

The phycologists think I'm nuts,
I'm not crazy,
I want to be free,
I want to leave this Insane Asylum.

Black hole,
Echoing my name,
Tempting me,
Watching my every move.

I dont want to fall,
But it's dragging me,
I'm screaming for help,
Bit its silencing me.

The Dark Abyss,
The Dark Abyss,
The name echoes my head,
As I fall into my death.

Cheater, Cheater,
You player,
One way I'm here,
The next she is there.

Cheater, Cheater,
Tell me the truth,
Do you love me,
Or do you love her?

Cheater, Cheater,
I can't decide,
Should I leave u,
Or should I stay?

Wishing,
That's what I'm doing,
Wishing for hope,
Wishing for peace.

I look at the brightest star in the sky,
Sitting alone in the black space,
I closed my eyes,
And wished for the pain to go away.

You dont know,
How much I love you,
That I'll risk my life for you,
Of how much you mean to me.

You don't know,
How much I'm hurting,
Trying hard not to show it,
Keeping it locked away.