What do I do if the one I love is the one whom hurts me most.

10, 9, 8
And I wait

7, 6, 5
I laugh at my life

4, 3, 2
I slowly count

When I reach 1
I wonder if this is what I want

In, out, in, out
I breathe out

Who exactly in this world can help me out

I want so badly to remember,
what it was like to forget about you.
But if you left,
so would I.

Together
tumbling
d
o
w
n
that
cliff
of
sanity.

Here I am standing,
Clueless,
Faithless

A million possibilities running through my mind,
I'm confused,
Helpless

Seems like honesty from another is the hardest thing one can ever ask for

I'm feeling dejected,
In a way I was rejected,
Feelings indeed can be ruthless

Peering at the sea view over the balcony from the room,
Like the strong waves crashing against the shore,
With each passing feeling, one hitting harder than the one before.
I'm not the only one in the room,
But I've never felt so alone before.