You will always be a promise I regret making

I hope that the world treats you
with
the very same
childlike cruelty
that you
treat the world
with.

And perhaps all those traits of myself that I always thought were ugly were really just the physical manifestations of my pain.

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The

Self harm scars rob you of the luxury of being dishonest to yourself.

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I had such a loving vision of you in my mind. Why did you have to go and ruin that? You. You with your childlike cruelty.

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I feel no connection to that of my generation.
And I take no joy in being an outsider...

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I can't do this alone
And I don't want to be alive.

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L

Whatever curiosity I had for the world has been replaced by either total detachment or quiet despair.

Nor have my best efforts helped,
Perhaps I never wanted them to.

Take away me
to the Sargasso Sea
Sail away us
From the nostalgia of our ended love.

Free us both from the night that
maybe someday
turned into
never again.

I hope you figure
out
What it is
that you're looking for
And

i hope you *******
Find it

1) a bookstore in May,

2) your apartment in Maine

3) an airport in spring

4) random chinese food place

5) my apartment (2nd floor)

we’re kids
we don’t know what
the hell we’re doing
all we know is
it felt good,
then it really
hurt

our lips will never meet
nor our fingers intertwine
and so bless my dreams
for indulging what's not mine

what disappoints me the most

is that i was really wishing

you were rooting for me

in the end of all of this

Kurt Vonnegut said
To write poems that no one will ever read
then throw them away
In order To be a better writer

Joke's on him.
No one reads my poems anyways
Nor would I want them
to