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Girl On The Wing Dec 2014
"YOU GOT IN"
screams the thick packet on my counter
It's staring at me with a look of expectation

I open it
And feel tears fall
Its here

I read and re-read
It was all worth it

I should be happy
But then why the tears?
And why did I just pour myself yet another drink?
Don't feel anything except vague gladness and fear
Girl On The Wing Dec 2014
I'm the kind of person
Who will smile and laugh
Along with the mean comments
The derogatory names
The back-handed jokes
The quick insulting remarks

they don't hurt
theyre funny
theyre harmless
I tell myself

And then go home
Curl up
And cry for hours in agony
Girl On The Wing Dec 2014
You want to replace me?
fine
I can replace you too
Just watch
Girl On The Wing Dec 2014
I feel myself falling
But this time
It's in love
But that's even more scary
Girl On The Wing Dec 2014
Don't leave me
Who do you think you are?
You'd be nothing without me
Don't you dare leave me
You know I'm everyone's favorite place
Why should you be any different
Sincerely,
Your comfort zone
People needs to realize that you gain the most when you leave your comfort zone
  Dec 2014 Girl On The Wing
ratgirl
Love *****,
Because I thought I'd finally moved on,
Until I saw your name appear on my screen.
I could've sworn my heart skipped a beat.
Digging through this wall in my mind
Trying to erase you
Amazingly
It's so much easier than last time
All the little remnants of
you
Just bad memories
And dreams I'm glad
never
came true
Thinking of the things you
did
And will probably do
I'm so glad we're through
That
"love"
was never true
But
me,
I've found something new

Seriously
It's joyous not thinking about you
I
actually feel happy
In a way you
never
made me
Now you message me.
Really,
Trying to be friendly?
No.
I know what being
loved
feels like now
And it was never
you
So, do us both a favor....
Admit you wish it was me
Instead of her
Cause, we both know
she never loved you
either

At least I actually cared about you
Please, notice the past tense
Like in my name
The feelings are through
I know you'll
Never Forget
*The Girl Who Loved You
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