Who knew what loves you most
breaks you so hard
Shatters you to a million pieces
and when you realize
just how much they mean
even the  tiny  fragments
aren't enough to love them back
For what they did
For who they are
For how they made you feel
For making your memories
so painstakingly painful
For every moment
Because you can’t keep your eyes closed forever
when you hide everything
Bottled it up
Threw it all away
into the ocean
Who knew the ocean ran in rips and currents
What flows out flows back in
what goes up must come back down
When something like this hurts its hard to fight back........

It's our number
I've worn it since third grade
You had it sewn to your shirt in high school
It's the date we first kissed
In that ****** bar next to my ****** apartment
24
It's the day that you asked me to kiss you only
You were going to say something by the ocean
But your nerves got the best of you
So you asked me in your car instead
And I said yes in the passenger seat
24
It's the hours a day that I have you on my mind
Always thinking about the taste of your lips
And the way you make me fall in love
More and more each day
And it will be the day that I ask you
To spend the rest of your life with me

we were the perfect two but it hurt so        
        much & now we are through..

We are only as wicked
     As we make ourselves
           Out to be.

One pulls me down in a sea of tenderness
safe gentle lapping waves of love and comfort
so soothing like a warm summer pond in the south
He is my anchor

The other loves me like a wild forbidden passionate rush
an all consuming type of love, making the world disappear
clinging to a life raft in a turbulent sea
He is my storm

Enticing waters with the luminous waves that can tempt the dead from their bed. My soul longs for both. I cannot drift off to peaceful sleep until the waves of desire find their sweet release. A wondrous storm of love in a turbulent sea or a steadfast anchor that has taken hold on a part of me