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nevaeh Sep 2020
c
i love you
still
i think i always
will
i don't know whats happening anymore

i hope you're okay and i'm not making things worse somehow
nevaeh Sep 2020
i can't do anything more
from this point on
you do whatever you're doing
and all i'm going to do
is smile

questions? comments?
save em

im sick of this ****
destiny's a *****
nevaeh Sep 2020
i am
everything
anything
nothing at all

i will
do whatever
be whoever
go wherever
i want

im not anything
im everything
****
it
all

i can
i will
i am

i don't care
but i do
im going to
but i wont

even i
don't know
what i'll do next
im wild
nevaeh Sep 2020
please don't hurt yourself
it will get better
it will get so much better
i promise
just please
i love you so much
just make it through tonight
just one night at a time
please
don't do it
nevaeh Sep 2020
i collect
little plastic animal figurines

i have basically every living thing you can think of
sure, the basic zoo and farm animals
bugs and fish of all kinds
but not just generic animals
i have different species
i try to get scientifically correct ones
i have 15 plastic birds
they are all different and all real birds
i have 16 fish
again, all different
11 lizards
2 bumblebees
4 bears
6 butterflies
a fly
innumerable snakes and spiders

almost 60 of them altogether
this is random but true - i used to have an axolotl
nevaeh Sep 2020
walking home
all alone

the sky is gray
and my heart is heavy

today the rain
hits the ground
harder than it should
pitter patter drippy drops
nevaeh Sep 2020
i change my voice
i try to make it sound
a little quieter, more feminine
i smile a lot
consciously
i put a hoodie on my dog(?)
don't ask
my laugh is different
again, girlish
and i poke out my tongue
just a little

i dont like me
idk man
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