Firefly: Favorites

A head full up with lack of sleep and candy tufts.
Gardens looking rather green,
I'm not far off.
The rain it gave the grass a bath.
Passages of crystal twisted sugar and just a tiny bit of spice,
Dashing,darting electrically,
Vague spark today,
Not even enough to satisfy the remote control on my smiling faced T.V.
My brain is empty, it's not nice.
At a loss for words this morn.
I'm still trying to pen sweet pretty precious words of love,
but I can't.
Words muddled in my head, brains not working.
Saturdays here.
I'm already
halfway dead.
(c) Livvi

Oct 2014 Firefly

DID IT WORK FOR YOU?

Oct 2014 Firefly

Traveler

DID IT WORK FOR YOU?

Spoke to Jesus yesterday
To a loss of hope I am a slave
Did it work, was the magic true
Or like me, are you broken too

Brush with fate, now it’s too late
To prove my love to my soul mate
There was a time when I believed
That love like that could set us free

The curse of life is this evil half
Tried to cry but had to laugh
‘Cause it’s not so far from there to here
This mark of Cain I’m forced to wear

Half my secret I don’t dare to tell
Like in that dreams you just can’t yell
You awake to silence ashamed to know
Deep inside there’s a thought so low

I believed in a god who ruled by fear
But all those delusions have disappeared...

Oct 2014 Firefly

Nervous breakdown

Oct 2014 Firefly

Haydn Swan

Nervous breakdown

If I seem a little shaky,
it’s just my nervous twitch,
but I'm starting to see double,
double the trouble,

crawling on my knees,
Trying to find my keys,
Tearing up the carpet,
Chewing it with my teeth,

Laughing hysterically at nothing at all,
hitting my head against the nearest wall,
continuously *******,
I just can’t contain myself at all,

Sitting in the bath fully clothed,
******* over the bathroom floor,
burning my arm with a lighted match,
trying to eat my nicotine patch,

I'm loaded up with pills,
expecting some big thrills,
but I'm left rocking in my chair,
Its just my ******* breakdown, yeah.

#depression #life #pain #sadness #alone #thoughts

Oct 2014 Firefly

Carpal tunnel

Oct 2014 Firefly

Haydn Swan

Carpal tunnel

I’m in a tunnel,
a carpal tunnel,
a tunnel of pain,
no purple rain,
you thought you looked smart,
in your designer heart ,
that Polystyrene look,
your pretentious Facebook,
but I'll watch you fall,
won’t answer your call,
I'll just hide in my tunnel,
my carpal tunnel.

#love #sad #anger #life #pain

Oct 2014 Firefly

LOVE'S CLOTHING

Oct 2014 Firefly

Olivia Kent

LOVE'S CLOTHING

Love wears a dress,
It's flowing,
with a pattern of flowers.
It's made of thin linen.
Feels beautiful stroking the skin.
Love has pure *******,
Capable of nurturing,
Keeping interest alive.
Sometimes love wears lingeree,
Of ebony black lace,
with scarlet ribbons attached.
Sometimes love has tassles attached,
they could be twiddled to occupy a lover who may be becoming bored.
Sometimes,
love is concealed beneath the protective cloak of the very caring nurse.
However;
Love can be stubborn,
Never admitting defeat,
Sometimes a total ***.
Who loves being in love,
Even when she's dressed in all of her disguises?
(c) Livvi