How blessed my journey lie
How deep I hold inside
Time can never try
To fade the words I find
How wonderous the Light
That leads me through The Night
And on the other side
God waits with arms out wide

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Wisdom I have gained
Through heartache and through pain
The Past reminds my heart
Of where from I have came
This mortal plane I knew
I leave for life anew
And every step I took
God shows written  in His Book

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Remember as the sun rise
So the wind must die
I"ll keep the memories hidden
Deep in me inside

And when this life Leaves you
With Tears in ur eyes
I will be crying with you
Gods comfort, He"ll provide

And just believe in something
Never close your eyes
Someday I will thank you
For  now I simply leave you
My Final Goodbuye

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
For yes I now must leave you

My Final Goodbuye

Yes your words I will remember:
Thank You

My Final Goodbuye
(God Bless You)
-X-
FredErick

Surely all the days of my Life
Is written in Thy Book
If all ive said-and all ive been
Is known and understood
Thine Eye has been upon me
Echo back choices ive took
Thy Hand has shown my Soul the way
My Heart within Thine Look.
Yet sorrow overwhelms me
Like ripples on a brook
Despair comes to attain me
Chains grasping at my Foot
And darkness looms with open arms
Deceive me with its charm
To lock me up in dark embrace
One tear Eternal on my face
My God-why hast Thou left this place?

As Night begins its silent dance
As stars bring sleeplike trance
How still its breath upon the Lark
That sings ever no more
And Death moves in within my Soul
Hope all but gone
Will I never again be whole?
Thy gone and no console

Life is not ours to know
The journey nor the End
For every day is written down
My Time but to amend
And Thine ways is a mystery
A Heart can only hope
Today awaits the victory
Of Yesterday"s awoke

Surely all the sands of Time
Flows through Thy fingers known
No road to walk-but one alone
To guide me safe back home
And Echo"s die upon the wind
And dreams fade like dust
To mine remains Thy sacred trust
I am Thine in the End.

"Give To Me your burden
Placed before My Feet
And carry on enduring
Till when we will meet"
"And trouble not your mind
Take Hope within your Soul
For I am faithfull-and im kind
And you my only goal"
                        ---X---

Deep within an Endless Day
Time keeps each prayer said
Memories never fade

High above the Heavens end
Angels voices blessings send
Prayers never die

Within the realM of mystery
Where answers never come
Oh how i wish to touch the moon
Or walk upon the Sun

Legends told are born
They live and never die
Oh how i wish to be one
For all the tears ive cried

But I am just
Just plain
No special talent-
No gift to obtain
For where the Heart
Will lead the mind
The soul must surely go
And there your Life
Ends upon
Wisdom-seldom known

Oh how i wish to touch your heart
And leave a little prayer
That No one is all alone

Deep beneath the Earths core
Hides each sorrow-every sore
Yet we were ment to fly
Our gift-to Live and Die

The Old Man sat out front and watched
As the sky started to change
The clouds were forming quickly
They were looking rather strange

He said "It's time to round  'em up"
"Get ready for a ride"
"We've got to get the horses"
"And get them all inside"

"A day, maybe two at most"
"We'd best get set to hunker down"
"It won't be long before"
"We see more white than brown"

"Those clouds on the horizon"
"The way they dip and make that hole"
"That's the Window Into Winter"
"On that, I'd bet my soul"

He walked into the bunkhouse
Grabbed his gear, and looked around
He yelled, "That's The Window Into Winter"
"Snow, will soon be on the ground"

Now, normally, the clouds roll in
There's a storm and then the snow
With The Window Into Winter
It gives us time, it lets us know

"Someone get a list made"
"We need supplies, and need them fast"
"That Window won't stay open"
"It's gonna close, it will not last"

"Heed the Window into Winter"
"It gives us one more chance before"
"Jack Frost and all his helpers"
"Come knocking at our door"

Now, remember when you see it
Between the clouds up in the sky
There's a hole between the mountains
And that says, that Winter's nigh

It's The Window Into Winter
Now get along and get to work
Bring the horses in and hurry
There's things to do, so do not shirk

Once the hole has closed up tightly
And the clouds are all but one
Then The Window Into Winter
Will be no more, the fall is done.

The Book of Days holds the future to come-its guarded in Heaven by the Angels.No mortal soul could every read it-for God prohibited its contents to be known.It holds every Souls journey ,written within...It also can change Eternity if ever opened up-and Gods Omnipotent plan for every heart-....The mysterY as to why it may never be read by anyone is that if the pages were turned ,EternityS outcome could be altered forever!It contains the End of Days"s war between God and the Devil himself-and could alter the outcome leading to terrible fatal overthrow of Gods natural Plan...Since the dawn of Time,the Devils only goal was to open the Book,for even He doesn't know how Eternity could sway within his favour-leading to his truimphant rule of Heaven for ever more....God  placed the Book within the Tree of Life,which once Stood in the Garden of Eden-where Adam and Eve once lived,and later in Heaven, He placed its safety within the Angels watch...No mortal soul today even knows of the Books excistance-for Life is written from the Book,by God Himself,and so humanity lives here on Earth with no sense of Lifes mystery and its True meaning.The Devil  tempted Eve,believing she would come to know of the Book,by gaining the knowledge from eating from the Tree which God forbid them in the Garden of Eden...yet God knew of his plan and banned them from the Garden once their eyes opened and they gained the knowledge..and so removed the Tree of Life,placing the safety of The Book now under the Angels guard in Heaven.The Devil -having lost the chance to let the Book be read,still yearns to get to it...yet the tale does not end here.For in a dream-i have come to know of its being-....a dream from the Devil?or God Himself?...and in my dream,I am in Heaven-overhearing the Angels speaking of The Book.Without them knowing of my presence,I hear where the Book is placed-and my curiosity drives me to seek it out...Silenty I walk to the area and unbelievingly I see it-just inches from my grasp.

Have you ever thought about what your Life could have been?
The Dream that didnt become real?
The Happiness you might have seen
When alive you could  feel?
To feel blessed upon your quest
To Live the Life you always guessed
Would be your Life-yes it be best
Have you ever yet?

Have you ever stopped to think
How your Life should have been?
How joyfully you"d be tickled pink
When your dream could be seen?
To have what you,you thought u need
To live Life Happily indeed
Would all your heartaches dissapear?
Have you recently?

Well dear reader
I cannot give
You hope that it could be
But what i give
Is simply put:the words that follow be:
"If what you thought about ur Life
Was ment to be seen
Remember then someone or thing
Would never have had been-
And say you were plain Happily
Living out YOUR dream
Then all the Plans God made for you
Would they still have been?
Its not about setteling
For something now you see
But rather embracing Gods Favor
Over who you were ment to be-
And it is only with grattitude
You can accept His grace
For if you knew what could have been
You"d be in a total different place-
It isnt with a happy heart
I say these words to you
For yes within my broken heart
I feel the way you do-
For Life will never be the way
You nor I could dream
But even if we could have been
This Poem would almost not be seen
By you who reads it
And by me
----      ----
Little things die peacefully
Great things rage and fight
Little things will bring you joy
Great things tears and spite
Little things means graTtitude
Great things just delight
Its little things that keeps your Life
And leads you to HIS Light...
Never argue anymore
Just know somewhere"s an open door
Never loose your Heart and Soul
For thats what keeps you whole
---       ---
For Life will never be the way
You nor I could dream
But even if we could have been
This Poem would almost not be seen
By you who reads it
And by me...