I've been up
And been down
I've travelled the whole wide world
I've been lost
And been found
Searchin for love all around
Yet nowhere I have tread-
Found loneliness instead,
YOu were in the last place that I checked

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains iT will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

Home they say is where your heart waits
A house is merely just a place
But Written all across your open face
I long to hold you in an eternal embrace

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

And here I have found I belong
Its you that makes me feel I'm strong
Strong enough to trY and tO carry on
You are the melody in my song

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it wiLL bind-
You Remain one of a kind

YeS love isn't easy to find
Poetry to the Mind
JuSt as a lock to chains it will bind


You Remain one of a kind

You Remain one of a kind

Far away,and Long ago
Begins the tale of Now told
And Dreams are dust with pure gold
Keep forever in your hold
Time let's your Heart be bold
Eternal youth to ne"er grow old
And happIness and Peace ten-fold
Finds a place within your Soul
Finds a Home inside your Heart

To never ever eVer part

Far away,and Long ago
Doubt and Fear-just let them go
And happiness and peace ten-fold
Finds a home right in your Soul
Keep the lessons of The Past
Memories that always last
And see at Hand ,now the task
Of letting go-
Don't you know?

Don't you know?

Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow

You only reap what you sow

Whilst God is in Heaven Home
You and I ought to roam
In footprints that will let us show
The way in which way we must go
To find our Souls eternal Home

To find our Souls eternal home

Far away,and Long ago
Begins the tale of Now told
And Dreams are dust with pure gold
Keep forever in your hold
Time let's your Heart be bold
Eternal youth to ne"er grow old
And happIness and Peace ten-fold
Finds a place within your Soul
Finds a Home inside your Heart


Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow

Just wrote this, to remind you, pOem


Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow
Far away and Long ago
Yes

Far away and long ago!!!

In these times we live in-Never has it been morE crucial to realise wether  you are a true child of God...or a servant of the world!At the eve of Good Friday ,take a moment and think.Jesus Christ bore the blame and died for humanities sin-we were truely without hope-we deserved Gods punishment...yet Jesus became our mediator between us and God!His death gave us the salvation to one day spend Eternity outside of damnation...yes free from damnation in the pits of Hell!Jesus died-so that we could live!He left us His Peace!....We need to become aware that the Devil is out to destroy Gods true children-and Is perpetuating the lie that the Peace of the Lord is off this world!If you ever felt restless inside-know that the PeacE of the Lord Jesus is the deeper peace we must look for-and that the  peace being "of a state of mind" is off this world-and there to mislead the true children of God (wether it be financially,emotionally or even reliGiously)We as Gods children need to know that persecution will come against us,for being Gods children!Jesus made it clear that if the world come against us-we should know that it came againSt Him first!Taking a stand may mean facing resistance and being "outcasted"(from relationships,your current work environment etc)But one day when the time of Jesus"s coming happens-judgement upon all of humanity shall happen(for we shall be held accountable for our every deed,good and bad,)The oppression we will face will be because we proclaim Jesus to be the one and only entry unto God-and that He is the only salvation from damnation!For if we profess with our mouth-we profess out loud.Decide in your heart now:if you are ready to rEceive Gods offering-and know that we are like sheep sent out amongst the wolves,yet have a shepard who will watch over us! Jesus has risen from the grave-He triumphed over death and this world!and herein lies the wonder of Gods love:WE have been pardoned by HIS death!!He will come for His true children!!Be Blessed!

ALLY:So here is where you flee the scene
BILLY:I Didn't knew I was going to find Georgia when I decided to leave
ALLY:So you kept the truth from me?
BILLY:would You have found peace if I explained to you how GeOrgIa was the one I found I wanted to be...
ALLY:yeS!!but you kept me from finding the strength to Hope again!To find my destiny...
BILLY:I didn't intend to cause you any confusion-nor more misery
ALLY:well,confusion coMes knocking and the truth leaves??
BILLY:you once said that what's the point in telling the truth when all its gonna do is cause pain in the end-
ALLY:but the truth could have saved me from pain ,which made my heart bend...

ALLY(crying softly)so I still love you...I'm not ashamed to admit it.But I know my strength lies in moving on-
BILLY:That's why I still feel something for you-you still see your sorrow and loss but you think someday you"lL have Won!
ALLY:yeah well-Hope within me makes me march forward!I guess behind Every dark cloud the light still shines from the sun?

BILLY(hugs ALLY)and you"ll find your place in the sun--somedAy.you Are strong!
ALLY(hugs Billy back)and I know you"ll be there,...two rights can't make a wRong!I nEver doubted it ...in my heart,I dance to a happy Song!And As long as I can still dance-i will be fine...and somewhere I will find the one- I Will belong....

Silent Prayer
Leave my heart anew
Silent Tear
Falls from my eye too
When you find
Faith calls out to you
Catch a Fallin Heart
A silent prayer to seldom part

Silent Prayer
Walk the road alone
Silent Tear
When ur far from Home
When you find
Hope for your own
Mend a broken Heart
A silent prayer to never part

Silent Prayer
I'll find the way
Silent Tear
No one else can say
When you find
Dawns a New Day
Fill a sacred Heart
A silent prayer from the start
Catch a fallin Heart
A silent Prayer to seldom part
Mend a broken heart
A Silent Prayer to never part

Follow the trail through a Forest green,
Whisper my name to the Wind unseen-
Walking along till you find your Dream,
Remember:
Im right where Ive always been

Watch as the waves of the Ocean Blue,
Carries away all your troubles
To
A Paradise where I"ll be waiting for
You-
Remember:
Love will always be True

So close Your eyes,
A Heart broken by Lies-
Promises made truely never dies.
And Keep your Heart,
With Truth as its guard-
Remember:

At the End begins a brand New Start...

Place a Prayer upon a Star
High,
Lit by the moon in a dark
Sky-
The answer will come like a
Lullaby,
Remember:
Hope will get you by.

Search Your Heart when you cant
Find,
Answers unknown by your own
Mind-
Faith slowly grows only with
Time,
Remember:
You will always be mine

So open your Soul,
For sadness must still go-
Believe that Love will always hold.
And Keep your Heart,
With Truth as its guard-
Remember:

At the End begins a brand New Start,
Yes
At the End begins A brand new Start.

Sometimes The Night gets dark
It seems like the Light wont shine
When Life tries to brake your Heart
Be still-it only lasts a little time

Sometimes you feel alone
The silence fights to grip your Soul remember your way back home
God made you to be whole

Sometimes you lose your way
Confused on the path u should take
But Listen-an Angel say:
Your way is already laid

God never promised you no pain
Life is a journey-victory to gain
And just before your Soul wail
God Loves you once again
And God never promised no rain
Behind the clouds the sun remain
And just before your Soul wail
God Loves you once again
Yes
God Loves you once again.

Whilst standing in a sea of faces
Tears inside me leave their traces
Fear shadows me like clouds
And gives birth unto doubt
And all around the sounds of voices
Inside I feel I've lost the choice

To live to die
To smile and try
To seek the meaning of my life

Yet within comes a soft wisper
Choose me
Choose life

Death beckons me to change my mind
To leave the sadness all behind
To let  this mortal life go by
Yet my soul still cry
What truth arise to let this lie
Within my confused mind

And a dove upon a branch up high
Beneath a cloudless sky
Brings peace unto my weary mind
As if to say

Choose me

Choose life!

"Fear nothing but fear itself",
       Oh why then this storm within myself?
                Is it simply the Great Unknown?
           Or my destiny written out in stone?

Had I but a glimpse into tomorrow
Would that perpetuate my griefly sorrow?
Yet I'm losing the present joy
In my "what iffs"mantra -I seem to enjoy

             Living within the present moment
       Gives you the strength and atonement
       Making ones worries fade throug the                                                  wind
       Finding the courage deep from within

"Fear nothing but fear itself"
Oh how I have laiden my heart to delf!
And ever so gently
Lost sight of blessings a-pleanty

                 And I find myself without hope-
                     And I find it difficult to cope,
                          For I' find whithin myself

                               ( I )
          Fear more-than only Fear itself!!

(I am about to confess my hidden secret)

What i am about to tell
Will shock and saden those who know me well
This secret ive been keeping
Is eating at my soul
And when i brake this hold
That lies have put me under
I hope that you wont wonder
Why i hide it no more longer
For the truth will make me stronger

So i am ready to confess
To Those who know me best
I pray they"d not look strange upon me
For i am through with holding onto
This cross that bares into my heart
This i should have done from the start

And now im ready -no more linger
This will give you such a tingle
(And with people -i now must mingle...)





I AM ______!!!!


I know now i will find my way!!
Please dont judge me for what i say!!

I like coffee
And You like tea
I love the silence
You like to scream
-Coffee and tea
Go perfectly-
Why oh why dont you see?

I like mornings
You like eve's
And I love the sunrise
Till late you sleep
-Mornings and eve's
Together it is-
Why oh why dont you agree?

You and me
Were ment to be
Happy ever afterly.

She has heard of hope
An entity from which one cope
She has heard of peace
A state of utter and total release
She has heard of belonging
A space in time to own
She has heard of all these things
Yet she herself
Have never received

She has seen miracles and light
The darkness that flee into night
She has seen care and safety
Yet she herself
Have never felt lately

She has heard only hatred
Thoughts so violent
She is wrapped in fear
And enclosed in silence
Surely this must be her own doing?

She fears the nights
When expected he comes
His presence and stance
Wrapped in violence
As he mocks her innocence
She closes her eyes for tollerance

And she fights no more
Though shes heard of survival
He is stronger than her
An unwelcomed rival
And she cries tears stained
By the blood on her face
As she sits and waits
For night to turn into day
And for "normal" to function
Isnt this my own way?

She has heard the song
That a nightingale sings
Oh how ever little of
Joy it still brings

Her frailty and youth
Keeps her far from the truth
In her short life lived
She has yet to fulfill
And it almost feels
As if life maybe will be
Better than what she has heard
And seen

Say Goodbye
Keeping memories inside,
Say Farewell
Secrets only Time can tell-
For To all things there come an End
Though it feels like it just Begin

Say Goodbye.

Dont cry
Tears that are missing from my eye,
Dont sigh
Lift your gaze upon horizon high-
For To all things there comes a day
When all thats Left-all left to say

Goodbye.

And when you think upon me,
Remember my words I wrote:
To each thing New- something old.
To Live each day
With Promise hold,
Forget not Light upon the Soul
Just whisper:

Goodbye.

May God above,
With Eternal Love
Keep you close
Till Ever off-

I say
Goodbye...

The Book of Days holds the future to come-its guarded in Heaven by the Angels.No mortal soul could every read it-for God prohibited its contents to be known.It holds every Souls journey ,written within...It also can change Eternity if ever opened up-and Gods Omnipotent plan for every heart-....The mysterY as to why it may never be read by anyone is that if the pages were turned ,EternityS outcome could be altered forever!It contains the End of Days"s war between God and the Devil himself-and could alter the outcome leading to terrible fatal overthrow of Gods natural Plan...Since the dawn of Time,the Devils only goal was to open the Book,for even He doesn't know how Eternity could sway within his favour-leading to his truimphant rule of Heaven for ever more....God  placed the Book within the Tree of Life,which once Stood in the Garden of Eden-where Adam and Eve once lived,and later in Heaven, He placed its safety within the Angels watch...No mortal soul today even knows of the Books excistance-for Life is written from the Book,by God Himself,and so humanity lives here on Earth with no sense of Lifes mystery and its True meaning.The Devil  tempted Eve,believing she would come to know of the Book,by gaining the knowledge from eating from the Tree which God forbid them in the Garden of Eden...yet God knew of his plan and banned them from the Garden once their eyes opened and they gained the knowledge..and so removed the Tree of Life,placing the safety of The Book now under the Angels guard in Heaven.The Devil -having lost the chance to let the Book be read,still yearns to get to it...yet the tale does not end here.For in a dream-i have come to know of its being-....a dream from the Devil?or God Himself?...and in my dream,I am in Heaven-overhearing the Angels speaking of The Book.Without them knowing of my presence,I hear where the Book is placed-and my curiosity drives me to seek it out...Silenty I walk to the area and unbelievingly I see it-just inches from my grasp..

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
With desperation in my eyes
He looks upon in silence

"Oh why,dear Lord"-
My voice came forth
"Have fear consumed my life?"
Yet still in silence meets His eyes
Mine without much strife

"Explain to me!!!"I start to shout
And feel love going out-
Out my heart and out my mind,
Yet kindness radiates from Thine

I fall down to the ground ,hopeless
Before His feet my face
Yet no word from his mouth arive
To take my crippling sorrows place

Heavily I weep out loud
I have no shame-im not too proud
And slowly Jesus starts to bend down
And softly weeping -wipes my brow

"Dear beloved child-
It is not my Will to see your fall
By fear consuming you in all
I too bore fear
Alone
Yet ask of you to let me own
Your overwhelming fear that's grown
Upon my shoulders now"

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
My hand is taken to be placed
Within a hand that bares the hole
Left from being the sacrifice
To take our sins upon Him whole
Yes now even my fear- its so

"I came to give you life abundant
To live in peace you see
Cast even now your fear upon me
I"ll carry it-so you"ll live free

Know now that you aren't ever alone
I am with you -till I lead you home
Release this cross you bare on your own
I've carried one..before alone,
Because I love you as my own"

And tearfully I gaze upon
The Lord-my saviour whom has come
And feel peace to rest within my soul
The fear I once felt-now is gone
His arms around me tightly drew
And undeservingly my life begins anew!

How blessed my journey lie
How deep I hold inside
Time can never try
To fade the words I find
How wonderous the Light
That leads me through The Night
And on the other side
God waits with arms out wide

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Wisdom I have gained
Through heartache and through pain
The Past reminds my heart
Of where from I have came
This mortal plane I knew
I leave for life anew
And every step I took
God shows written  in His Book

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Remember as the sun rise
So the wind must die
I"ll keep the memories hidden
Deep in me inside

And when this life Leaves you
With Tears in ur eyes
I will be crying with you
Gods comfort, He"ll provide

And just believe in something
Never close your eyes
Someday I will thank you
For  now I simply leave you
My Final Goodbuye

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
For yes I now must leave you

My Final Goodbuye

Yes your words I will remember:
Thank You

My Final Goodbuye
(God Bless You)
-X-
FredErick

He finds himself standing there
Arms helplessly outstretched
A desperate plea to those who see
With nothing he calls his own

He makes eye contact shamefully
To those that pass him by
He tries to speak words
But is surrounded in silence

Excuse me sir-he hopelessly think
Can you spare a dime?
But these thoughts never leaves
his tired mind

A man to his right
Whistles as he walks by
Hey homeless,he cries
Get a job and stop whining

He pretends he cant hear him-
As the passerby starts to smile
You got yourself in this
Now homeless get a life!

His feet are swollen
From aimlessly standing all day
He tries to walk
But his legs dont comply

He hears laughter from the passerby
As he turn to face the sun
Inside his soul is aching
Yet its another day only begun

As the day race on
He finds more people walking by
As if they try to hide
The fact that hes  there

Excuse me madam
Can you help me please?
But the tears in his eyes
Is not enough to convince

She picks up her pace
As she hurries on by
Not today,she yells
And then turns out of sight

He finds himself standing there
Lord,how did i let this be?
Is there still hope,he wonders
Alone and Tearily
Would death bring freedom
From this misery?
Is there nothing oh Lord
You can do...

The sun starts to set in the sky
Soon it will become night
And as the cold wind picks his face
He knows the streets he will pace

And within his eye
He sees a darkness passing by
Its just another day leaving
Yet another plea dying in plain sight

Its the unfairness of Life....