I think to myself

Let me be alone
Over the hilltop
Verging toward
Every last drop

Year has past
Only tonight
Unravel the last

Bitter taste I'll have
Ugly and broken
To understand the laugh

I tried to tell you

Can't fathom the word
Of course it's meaningless
Utterly ridiculous
Longing for comfort
During the hour of us

No one knows
On the nights I cried
The nights I lied

There in bed
Eyes wide open
Love me now
Leave me in bloodshed

Yellow light
Only over other
Useless poems

I'm tired of memories

So long I say
On the my last living day
Remember the last
Reply I gave
Your impression you made

Go on to bigger things
On to the next
On to the best
Don't look back

Because of me
You aren't yourself
Everything I know is gone you see

My favorite person
In the meantime
Keeps reminding me
Another day has past
You didnt see me
Looking at you
And you didn't finish the deed

I've been driving all night long
To just hear your voice
This lonely highway
Has given me the choice
To end it all
But I'm gonna keep
I'm gonna keep on
I'm gonna drive through the wall

I'm not afraid of fire
But I'm afraid of getting burnt
Am I scared of the fire burning in my heart
Are you scared that the fire was in you from the start
I will cut down trees for you darling
But they will just grow back again

Love won't mess with me any more
Neither will you
Invade my mind with promises
It's the only thing I look forward to

There's a million pieces of us
They're sharp and dangerous

I don't know what love is
But I know what it's not

I'm not here to be your friend
I've just got a message to send

Remember the word
You said at night
I correctly heard
The lasting fight

Between you and me
Forever colliding
Concluding conflict
that ended fencing

Passion fruit
Kicked
with a steel toe boot

Red satin sheets
And undying weeds
Are just as lovely
As you are roughly

Tight grip
killing me
locked in
eternity

Now I'm free
But I'm caged in
Now you're gone
Some are waiting

Eagles fly
and humans die

Trains don't stop
if there's blood to mop

Holding the candle
feels like an anvil

Off the wagon
with the body I'm dragging

Lately, I've just stopped caring because the favor was never returned to me.  What scares me is the boundaries of reality bashed in to my skull.  While you, you go beyond your imagination to create a world of color and illustrated illusions. Proving, once again, that you,not I, were better off in the first place.  The lesson I learned; People don't want your help.  They want your attention and half-assed give a crap attitude. They want you to listen and nothing more.

Leader of the pack
Packing leading rounds
Rounds of Jack's giant hounds
Jack is with Jake
By the lake
Molly's with Kurt
And he's a bit more then hurt
They'll get together
And raid the nether

Jack turned on Jake
Molly at the lake
Lake at the night
Molly's night of light
Kurt threw a fit
And fell to the moshpit
Jake like a feather
Just invaded the nether

Ricky with a knife
Staking his life
Jack and Molly
And Kurt almighty
Wanted to stay rightly
Ricky came for Heather
Who was in the nether

Oh, they're already gone
Gone to a better sun
They're all together
At the bottom of the nether
And you thought you knew better
Wet winter weather

She says
I'm insecure
I'm just obscure
Well thats pays
When you're in a world so pure

She says
She's all alone
She's not shown
Me where it fades
I'll watch my tone

I say
You're just a girl
Smells like Marlboro
I'll meet you in May
So you can see the world
Without me

Before you leave
I have to say
I just want you to stay
I want you to be relieved
When I say you can stay
With me

What do you say?
What will you say?
Will I just stay and wait?
Meet my fate.
You were too late.

You need to be here
Just one more time
Once is enough to fear
Fear me when I'm blind
I haven't thought of you in weeks
You were never on the peaks
Of my mind

I am all I was then
I'm not a wise men
But at least I am heaven sent
So you told me
Up that hollow oak tree

You haven't thought about it
You have a new orchid
Maybe things will change
After hell rains away
I'll run out of my cage

I'll run to the field
I'll put down my shield
We can lay forever
Run from whatever
Bask in a poppy field

Be with me
Once more
We can be
At the core
Right before
They toss us to shore

Now that the time is done
and we had some fun
You and me and her and him
And that one **** nun
We'll **** that ******* sight
Maybe she'll put up a fight
You and me and her and him
Will have a hell of a night

I need something more
To clog up this pore
To pour this artery
Into ******* tea
It'll taste just as bitter
As that kiss with me

I will come at dawn
To mow that metaphorical
Immoral
******* lawn
I will cut
Every blade of grass
It'll taste like glass
You and me and her and him
Will have a hell of a blast

We can go to sleep
You'll be mine to keep
I promise you will never
Feel a love so deep
You and I will weep
At other street
You and me and her and him
Will never meet

Cause I'm home
And I've shown
That I've known
You and I (oh no)
Will say bye bye
Look me in the eye
One last time
I told you I didn't care
That was a lie
You and me and her and him
Will get to say Hi

You and me and her and him
Will never die