Today i woke up sad again
woke up feeling a bit hopeless
a bit lost.
Nothing is the way i want it,
the rain falls when i want the shine,
nothing is the way i imagined,
people arent dancing and singing in the streets
or maybe ive watched too many fairytales.
My life isnt going as planned,
They say slow and steady wins the race,
but im the biggest loser of them all.
I mask my sad wrinkled face with a fake smile,
while hoping for death to take us all.
Nothing is mine, whats mine is nothing,
searching for time yet time feels like nothing.
i lose a bit of hope everyday
soon my depression will be here to stay
i lose a bit of myself day by day
soon the whole of me will become a stray.
Life is so meaningless without happiness,
soon my depression would be here to stay.
Now my eyes are wide open
no more sleep, no more bliss,
Woken in unhappiness.
When my mind began to cloud i began thinking out
loud.