The feelings come and go
And I guess
I can't change the fact
That I have a problem
But how foolish is that?

I feel like a criminal
Without a guilty conscience
I took away your chance
At getting to know me
And I'm sorry for that
But I don't feel anything
Except what you want me
To feel.

I ******* up
Like I almost always do
By now it's engraved
Into my personal issues
And I want to cry on the inside
But I choose to awkwardly sit
And refrain from my emotions
And I'll never find out why that is.

What does it mean to feel
Like you're drowning in life,
Like you're stuck in a permanent daydream?
When your eyes never quite focus
On anything at all
Because you're so far away?

I’m so,
So far away.

I should be happy but  i am not...
oh...here is scorching hot...

i want to cry...
no one cant feel my heart
so i should die...

i want to fly...
but on the sly...

maybe no one like my poems...
it s because no one feel my heart...
it is my problem...

i m so sad... sometimes i speak to myself..
others think i m mad...

my friend is my inner child...
i like her a lot...

some times she make fun of me
& i laugh a lot....