Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

We must rise
To the occasion
While Angels are weak
And Daemons are strong

We are the Pagans
Don't be fooled
By the Christians
Standing tall

They call us evil
But don't believe
Because they have a grudge
Against the Magicks

Pagans are kind
We really are
But don't be fooled
By the Angel's Scar

We rise
To this occasion
To take back
What is really ours

The Pain we spent
Over the Grimoir deep
To seek the spell
To sing and speak

Our cauldron bubbles
But don't get confused
With those stereotypes

We are nice
We are kind
We worship the sky
With the earth,
The seas,
And the fire

We love
We laugh
We care
We die

We live like you do
Only we believe
In Mother Earth
And take care of her
Just the same

You must do the same
Only different all the ways

Why spread lies
And then you hide
To fear something you not know

Why think
That we are evil
Because you were told

Take your time learning
What you do not know
So you can say evil

But you will learn
We have nothing to hide
We do not take side
We love our god and goddess

We will teach you
In our ways
Then you can say
Who is wrong

#pagan #witch #magick

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

Fallen Angel

Bound into my flesh,

Bound and no way out,

In my flesh,

My soul stays,

Bound to an eternal Darkness,

That no one can save me from,

I open myself up,

To the Light,

I numbed myself more,

So much I can't feel Pain anymore,

In my core,

My mind,

Has lost thoughts,

My soul,

Has gone elsewhere,

Traveling the world,

I rise from the deep,

And take your soul,

Filling me with Darkness,

I open my eyes,

All there is is black,

Nothingness,

I steal your eyes,

My hair cascades,

Like the most beautiful,

****** waterfall,

Down my back,

I walk through the crowd,

My gothic clothing,

Matching other people,

I dance to the music,

Matching the beat,

Fallen Angel,

My soul flows back into me,

I'm alive once more,

My eyes return,

And I finally see,

My wings have grown,

I fly above the crowd,

My black feathered wings,

Taking me higher,

I am the unbroken fighter.

#depression #angel #survival

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

Never Give In

Never give yourself up,

Or let yourself down,

Can't let yourself down,

Don't let yourself go,

We'll be around,

When we are not,

Just learn,

Make the most of today,

I will die without fear,

And with it,

Death of Darkness inside,

Fear is,

With my greatest respect,

A weapon,

A weapon of Mass Destruction,

One to control itheres,

But not itself,

One that Creates,

And Destroys,

We must not give in,

For if we do,

It will lead to our downfall,

Don't let people,

Tell you who you are,

Instead of marching to a different beat,

Dance,

Dance to the beat of a different drum,

It beats through your heart,

Pumping your blood,

Keeping you alive,

Flowing through your veins

#depression #dance

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

Broken

Lying,

Dead,

Broken,

In the Darkness,

I cannot cry,

I always Fear,

Wretched,

Cursed,

Alive but not living,

Masked,

The fear,

The pain,

The sorrow,

I don't belong here,

Not like this,

Within my pain,

I try to hide,

I am dead,

I am broken,

All in Darkness,

I can't hide,

The Darkness,

Hides most,

But reveals,

Just the same

#broken #depression #darkness

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

Lies

The Lies of yesterday's past,

Suffer in the Victim's Sanity,

Cover up,

Smiles,

Rumors,

Lies,

Spread through the Castle of Light,

Turning it into Darkness,

You hide,

Inside,

But I know,

I know who you are,

What you are,

I don't care what people say,

I want you to be mine,

I need you to be mine,

But everything is a lie,

I am full of truth,

Covered in a blanket of lies,

Walls keep me in,

I can't get to you,

You can't get to me,

I am broken,

Flawed,

Disgraced,

I cannot move,

Forbidden to see,

A burning smell in my nose,

Bitter taste in my mouth,

Hands and legs bound,

Gag in my mouth,

Dipped in chlorophorm,

Over my mouth,

I feel myself fading,

Losing myself,

I then feel something,

Stabbed into my chest,

Then taken out,

Blood flows,

I start to cry,

Pain is flowing,

Through the blood,

I fade away,

And I slump over,

Dead

This was from a dream that I had.

#lies #death #dreams #insanity #screams

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

I Am

I am not what you think,

I am fear,

I am darkness,

I am scared,

I am the one people talking about,

The one who cries herself to sleep at night,

The one who cuts to release her pain,

The one who wants to end it all,

End her Pain,

Her Fear,

Her Darkness,

But in reality,

All she wants is to be someone else,

SomeTHING else,

Other than herself,

Whenever she tries to be different,

She gets thrown back,

Unaccepted from the world,

Become something more,

Something inhuman,

Something people will respect,

Something I will understand.

#depression #darkness #insanity #paranormal

Eliryana Rhea Tamwyn Oct 2014

And Not a Single **** Was Given That Day

****
You

****
This

I hate
This ****

This is
******* stupid

Why am
I here?