the smell of bitter grapes
unwarrented affections
i need to stop letting myself
drown in these things

It's 11:11
and for the first time
after a very long time
I'm wishing for myself
and not for you

It's slowly driving me mad
Listening to the playlists you made
Of other people singing
What you never had the courage to say

I’m in the never-was and could not be,
I’m in a daydream,
And i’d like to leave reality
Behind
Just for a moment
So kiss me and hug me and tell me you love me
And we’ll pretend we care about each other
And we aren’t just in this because we want to hurt ourselves,
That we aren’t just in this because we want someone else to confirm that no one else cares about us.
Let’s just pretend a moment more,
okay?