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 Nov 2014 Dona Mayoora
lxs
green
 Nov 2014 Dona Mayoora
lxs
and despite all the people who say i am enough
i can't help but feel like i'm not
because that B on my report card
looks like an F
and this poem is just useless words
typed up on a computer
and ****
i should not be this jealous of my best and only friends
but their talents constantly outshine mine
and im left to feel like a rock in a sea of diamonds
-lxs
i just want to feel proud of myself
I'm running again...
Away from myself, away from the *****
Disguised as a vacation, sometimes a cruise
So I run and I run
The camera capturing pictures of fun
The beach, the sun, the sand in my toes
What's in my head, no one can know
I smile, I laugh
As I get on the plane,
I'm ready now to play the game
The happy traveler, alone in my head
Wishing and praying, I was just dead
I'm good at pretending
You'll never know
How unhappy I am
I'll never let it show
How great an artist
The work of an ace sculptor
So many faces I see
There’s beauty in all
No end to inspiration
To keep creating everyday
Gifted with beautiful heart
And radiant feelings
Genuine smile on those faces
Fills everyday with happiness
A portrait of the soul
Can be seen on the faces
The glint in the eyes
Are jewels of the face
Stars descend on earth
Mesmerized by the eyes
Smiles win hearts
I see so many faces
And I am filled with joy
In a mess of stress where wiggly worms dwell.
In vacant moments, when all is not well.
My words have vanished from my head.
The stress of it all, well i'm half way dead.
There is a stream infiltrating my brain.
At the present moment, my pen is in pain.
It stabs me and it nudges me.
Just like a one arm bandit.
It's teasing me and taunting me.
Somewhere all's alright.
Tells me one day soon I'll win.
Today's currency is creeping under my skin.
Seem to be, I'm being paid in stress.
Gee **** baby, I'm in such an awful mess.
But I will win, I know I will.
I may be aged, but not over the hill.
(C) Livvi
 Nov 2014 Dona Mayoora
B M
Life isn't meant to be fair.
It's not supposed to keep you happy
There's twists and turns
There's not always going to be someone to blame for your pain
But there may be someone to help you through it
People tend to wallow in their dark place
Refusing any source of light
Simply because they blame the light,
For not shining when they needed it most.
So when the light does finally come through
They scold it
Saying it should have came sooner
That it's too late now
That they "like the darkness, it's home"
These people,
They aren't living
They are surviving.
Anxious and Awaiting
is how I feel

God has now blessed me
So I can be real

Real love I have
No one can take it

I'll use this LOVE
and
I will make it

No money can buy it
It is my thrill

This word of LOVE
It gives me my thrills

I can now scream
I'm finally FREE

Now I can Live
All of my dreams
How many times have I told you child
stop playing with the dead things
your room is strewn with dead birds in jars
what's your fascination in watching them rotting

Child of dark you have something coming
first class post just for you
it's a pair of dead dogs eyes
in a rotten shoe

Do I need to tell you again
stop playing with dead things
don't give them more diseases
then they already have within


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
 Nov 2014 Dona Mayoora
B
Umbrella
 Nov 2014 Dona Mayoora
B
She was an umbrella -
When upright, she shed burden with ease
But when caught upside down, she held it all in
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