Loving you
Was the most toxic thing I've ever done
And the most ****** up part of all
Is that I'll probably do it all over again.

Escape with words and ink, darling
Let your tears smudge your words
So they become as blurry as your thoughts.

I found myself by losing you. My heart doesn't stop cause we're not together anymore. Losing you was the worst thing that happened to me, but at the same time it was the beginning of a journey of finding who I really was. All these past years of searching who I was I found it when I lost you. I had to learn to live without you and start living for me. I don't need anyone but myself. I might have lost you, but in the process I found myself.