You can try to swim away,
But when you get close enough,

I am going to devour you!

As I float through the day uninspired
I find my mind wandering to thoughts of you and what you'll do to me...
I swim away the heat
the want, the longing
And missing!

I'm homesick when you're not with me.

My eyes are swollen shut
I could never spell anyway
So I will just write the blurry words
Pushing their way out
Out of me

I am confused
Do rhe right thing be ignored
Do the wrong thing
Get his attention but he'll call you a *****
Cook and clean and be ready for love
It's simply not enough
Give less
give it to someone else
All his "feelings" come up
What the ****
I give up

every time time you
Tell your daughter
You yell at her
Out of love
You teach her to confuse
Anger with kindness
Which seems like a good idea
Till she grows up to
Trust men who hurt her
Cause they look so much
Like you