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Apr 2016 · 770
Eyes
deviant Apr 2016
A world of pain and deceit,
was all I found in your eyes

Yet I tried to give you my world,
in a faint effort to make you mine

You were nothing but a shadow,
one I tried too hard to hold

Too young and naive,
for thinking together we'd grow old

A fire in your pupils,
fueled by an icy heart

Not for a second did I think,
you would be the reason we'd part

Drawn to your affection,
how foolish it was of me

Now to be left here standing,
to leave this as just a memory

Your hands were daggers,
that I tried to caress

And your lips were poison,
that made me less

It was a love that devoured,
an insatiable craving

It was also a love that soured,
as time kept moving

Someone tried to give me their world,
but I could not give them mine

Because a world of pain and deceit,
was all they found in my eyes.
Jan 2015 · 920
Waiting in Silence
deviant Jan 2015
It is with an emptiness in my throat,
a riptide in my stomach,
and needles in my heart
that I write this today.

I fear you might find out,
I fear you might realise,
I fear you might explode,
and I am terrified that you will leave.

If you happen to chance across this,
while actualising your thoughts into words.
Feelings and emotions I wished you share with me,
that you so easily convey to a machine.

If you could see through my eyes,
you would never feel insufficient again.
And so I beseech God to rid my mind of you;
a mind that is welcomingly plagued by your presence.

A mind that personifies hypocrisy;
as I read your writings about a boy,
wishing they were about me
but they are not.

And yet I still keep going back.
Hoping to find my name in your words one day.
Jan 2015 · 1.1k
Would Have
deviant Jan 2015
It's a rather sombre sight
To see the masses of doubt
Of would-bes and could-haves

It's quite a depressing thought
That we were made for each other
But not meant to be together

We live in a lonely world
Construed by imaginary rules
And caged by invisible rails

It's a feeling like no other
Because, while time just flew
I would have loved to love you
Jan 2015 · 385
A Haze of Colors
deviant Jan 2015
As we swirled under a sky of spectrum
And I felt your body melt unto mine
There was never again a time where
I felt so free, so tranquil and safe

Hidden in the shields of your arms
And for a moment, I believed again
That I could fly past the heaviest clouds
That I could soar infinitely, with you

But that was all it was
All it ever could be
- a glitch in time
Where everything was okay

If I could stop the earth from moving
If I could stop you from leaving
Maybe we could dance in a haze of colours
And fade out from the rest of the world
Jan 2015 · 863
phoenix
deviant Jan 2015
Tattered heart, a spark once infernal
Now lights no more than a lie
The veil of dawn begs to be nocturnal
As the night tears from the sky

Withered decades, oh sweet blasphemy
I tend to heal with knives
Suicide, uncage yourself from sanity
Karma does not have nine lives

The mud is darker on one side
The rain heavier on the other
Morals do weigh less than pride
In the hearts that we smother

Hope flies among the clouds
A desire to rid myself of pain
Standing still, eyes open, head unbowed
My sun sets to rise again
written originally for a class
Jan 2015 · 306
what if
deviant Jan 2015
a glance
i caught you
i looked away but
a smile

but
i turned away
you were so
perfect

tell her!*
no you idiot, don't.
i wanted to.
i really did.

life happened
as it does
how very mundane
like the workings of a clock

but time stopped.
i saw you again
with another man
your hands in his

the hands stopped ticking
my heart stopped beating
i wanted to tell you
but i didn't.

— The End —