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Devan Ducasse Jun 2017
Its hard to write a poem when you don’t feel anything
I’m not quite numb
But nor am I happy or sad
I’m just here

Its hard to write a poem when you aren’t sad
I try to describe the feeling of everything but nothingness
But all that comes out is not how I feel
I try to describe the feeling of having a ******* cloud over you
But thats not what I say
And I try to describe how it feels to have a blade across your skin
But whats comes is misplaced words

Its hard to write a poem when you aren’t happy
I try to describe the feeling of love when my girlfriend holds my hand
But all that comes out, is nothing like how it feels
I try to describe the way she plays with my hair and the love in her eyes
But all that comes out is mumbled words with a stutter
I try to describe how she lights up my day
But all that turns into is sadness

Its hard to write a poem when you don’t feel anything
When I’m as happy as can be
But I still want to cut
Its hard to write a poem when you don’t even know your own feelings
Devan Ducasse Apr 2017
You held me like never before
You wanted, needed my love
And I could tell

You threw me on top of you
Kissing like the world was about to end
It was new and exciting

Our lips don’t fit perfectly
But why would we care
It was only us in the world

You told me sweet nothings
And forced me to obliged
But I wasn’t going anywhere

You created electricity when you kissed down my neck
And made a sin when you whispered in my ear
But I loved it all

I threw you around like a dog to a bone
You forced orders on me like a tamer to a lion
And baby, I’m in love

I kiss down your neck
And I can feel every hair on me on its end
Waiting for the next move

I’m in love with your legs around me
And ours hips in sync
We didn’t even have to try

I’m in love with your soft skin
And the goosebumps I caused
****, you are so ****

And when you pulled closer
Feeling yourself about to hit
We kept going, never wanting it to end

When you pant beneath me
I hear chimes to our song
And its my new favourite song

You tell me ‘more’
And I can feel my body tremble
From the voice of *** you made

And when its all over
We fall back
Staring at each other

We both know the sins we just made
Two girls isn’t allowed
But thats what made it so much fun
Devan Ducasse Apr 2017
Tell me something
Anything
Tell me anything to get these thoughts off my mind

It can be a story
What happened during your day
Even things about me

Just tell me something
Anything
Because these annoying thoughts won’t get out of my head

Tell me about how Alice fell through the rabbit hole
Tell me about the people at work
Tell me you love me

Just tell me something
Anything
Because the thoughts are getting louder

Tell me something happy
Something light hearted
Anything thats better than death

Just tell me something
Anything
Because currently I just want to die

Tell me about the good luck you had getting home
About how someone was flirting with you
How your mom called you today

Just tell me something
Anything
Because the thoughts are getting meaner

Tell me about a movie you just saw
Something gross you saw today
Something to remind me about the future

Just tell me something
Anything
Because the thoughts make me want to die

Tell me about how much you love the character and hot he was
About how you picked a grey hair out
How we are going to pick our kids up from the bus stop

Just tell me something
Anything
Because I cant help myself anymore

Actually stop talking to me
Shut up about these things
I cant handle it anymore

Just tell me something
Anything
But you aren’t helping anymore

All I can hear is how you only love me when I’m sad
All I can picture is the other guy being better than me
All I can think about is how you think about the movie while we have ***

Stop telling me things
Anything
Because you’re only making it worse

You only mean it when I am sad
Of course he’s better than me
I don’t blame you

I’m gonna pretend to sleep now
And I hope you stop talking
Because now the thoughts have taken over
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