I've always been small, underweight, and short.
Maybe that's why my dreams have always been big, larger than life.
At 3 I was going to be a Queen and rule the kingdom.
At 5 an astronaut was my calling.
By 7 I would be president.
At 12 a noble prize winner in medicine, curing every disease in the world.
15 a world traveler offering aid and ending injustice.
16 taking over the world seemed more my style.
Now I'm 18 barely an adult and my biggest dream is love.
Earth shattering, world changing, unstoppable,contagious love.
After all these years I want hand holding, cuddles, lame jokes, stupid fights.
I want taking his hoodies, date nights, cooking food, dancing in the rain.
I want romance, I want hard and easy times, the good and the bad.
I want commitment.
I want him to be mine.