I took a leap into something deep
I do believe
I foolishly
and
brutally have ruined me.
I'm not the gambling type
Yet I'm all in
And it felt so right
but
I lost in the end

My choice was risk I can admit
I have damaged this beyond repair
I will declare that this is rare
I spoke with fear at the tip of my tongue
Hope hung near
but
It was no use
I just realized it lived on a noose

I need a handle on things
So I attempt to grip, it slips
Creates a mess, I detest
Something I never ment to access
I try to correct my defect...
Success!!! I have achieved!!!
Well that is what I believed
but
No suprise to me
FAIL!!!!
As I swept,
I missed an underlying detail
With high expenses
Like retail
My anger Intense, Like a liar
With false pretenses
This feeling I tire.....
On to my comfort zone
I retire
To orphan my pain
In hope to adopt
A new brain
To refrain from being a dope....
Something people need to sell
but
It's just not going to happen
I'm saddened by this because
It's Another.....
FAIL!!!!
I see the road that I desire
Yellow bricks I do not see
Oh well to that,
I'm crossing the street
With these pedestrians at my back
How much mellow could this be
Here comes traffic ready to impale

Smack!!!!!!!!

****!!! I didn't intend to

FAIL!!!!

V.v.V. Ds

Feather emotions
Float into oblivion
Where did my heart go

Along for a ride
I didn't pay for; No fare!
Hop in to hop out

You write in me like a diary.
I hold everything in like it was written in my soul
Half of it I wish I didn't know.
I'm the safest place for words
Even if I find them to be absurd
I'll hold my words in, right along with yours
Leaking your secrets that you entrusted into me
Would prove to you that I am not the right company
Plus I really don't need you hunting me
No worries though my lips are vacuumed sealed  
They won't speak cause they are like statues
Still
I will be the lock to your diary
Nothing will come out of me, can't you see
If you don't then... Why'd you even trust me.

V.v.V. Ds

I know this august baby and she can be a little crazy
She can cut you a look that will have you pushing up daisies.
Nonetheless she's a good look, that can have your mind crazy
And
that's wild that she can flash you a smile
That's so amazing
It makes you wanna snap a pic and keep it on file
But no erasing
And so,
She is confident like a lion and can move mountains without trying
She is more dominant then the Mayans
She the **** I ain't lying
Truth be told, she is one to behold
On the periodic table she is known to be gold that makes her impressive
Have I mentioned her eyes,
No
now I will address'em
They are clearer than the Blue skies
They make me wanna die........
Whoa correction
they make me wanna dive right in
Cause those eyes are like the ocean
Full of constant commotions
2 gateways to your soul
Full of common emotions
Caution she's been through some **** and she knows life is a ***** because they've met
and she was loving life at the same time with no regrets
You wouldn't say she is lucky but blessed is what she is
Living life on the edge, thank God she didn't slip.

V.v.V. Ds

Under the cover of stars
Your whispers shift through the night
Your touch so warm
It reminds me of the suns light

Hold me close for a while
I'll never let you go
Cuz your smile beguiled
Me too
You already know

But

I'm afraid that we laid
here for way too long
Cuz of your gaze I'm amazed
That a new day has dawned

-V.v.V. Ds